I know what holds my heart back from what I have been thinking of as the evolving light. It is not so much that I don’t want it as that I don’t agree with the schisms going on in the ideas about it right now. What exists in my heart is a vision that brings Gaia into a higher realm with all herself intact, all her children, all their lives, all her miracles and beauty. All of this must make it through and all of this must one day be realized, in the profound beauty and diversity that it is, by all who inhabit this world. That there is sentience in all and all must be communicated with and known and perceived as precious. No schisms, no splits, no only-ifs, but both and…
To bring this about we must know it from inside, NOW
Once a long time ago, when I was around 11 years old, I got introduced to end time apocalyptic thought. As I read about this I became sadder and heavier until I thought my heart would break. And then one day something inside screamed no! This cannot be! Then this flood of information exploded in my heart and mind about the earth and her place in this universe. She is meant to sing a note of love so strong and so sure and so loud and so soft, that it changes our galaxy. Her frequency will one day contribute, in its maturity, a valuable note in the chord of sound that is our galaxy
In the Mind's Eye 