The Activation of Apocatastasis

#f2b so I guess the ‘damn’ Quantum Box can also be called CONSENSUAL REALITY…. I feel a post coming on…

Part of getting OUT of the quantum box requires figuring out just WHAT it is. It seems last night I discovered part of it was Consensual Reality. That is that part of what we all agree on in the waking state (non-dreaming). And that was no mistake, because since reading ‘The Active Side of Infinity’ by Carlos Castaneda, I have been trying to construct in my mind’s eye a model I could clunk around in, and test. Yesterday a good friend and client drew me a picture and gave me a very in-depth explanation. Not surprising, because I had asked for it, not from him, but from the universe. I had posed the question and expected the answer to be delivered in one way or another. But I was fortunate because the person who delivered this answer and I sort of share a consensus of what we understand reality to be. He is a shaman and an artist. I am very lucky to know this person. His wife and I both expect that we are visited by ET’s, he thinks its other things, just like Jonathan Young.

There is a part of consensual reality that is a good thing. But in the monomyth of Joseph Campbell, I am still in the fighting dragons and collecting tools phase. The dragons are the rabbit holes we all go down in search of information and the tools are what we find out, the pieces of the puzzle. So, you all know it is a fond dream of mine to find that rip-in-the-matrix,catbox the epiphany, that Ah-Ha! moment that will allow me to turn 6 degrees to catch a glimpse of the man hiding behind the curtain… To ultimately step OUT of the consensual reality and SEE FOR MYSELF, but it seems that to be able to digest and use the information from that particular rabbit hole and use the tool/gem of information I collect there, that because of the way our reality is structured, you all must go with me as a consensus, we all want the same thing, some answers.

It seems to me that we are all feeling the weight of the precipice of change. Our Noosphere (both the collective conscious and collective unconscious) is ready to implode upon its self and SHIFT.  It is the destabilization of this current paradigm in preparation for change that is playing out in places like Baltimore right now. This will bring about the activation of three archetypal energies: Apocalypse – Transformation – Apocatastasis.

 Apocalypse – Shift – Apocatastasis

It comes from two Greek words, apo and kalypto, which mean “to take away” and “to cover or hide.” So “apocalypse” means literally to “take away the covering of something that has been hidden.” What’s been hidden? The truth, or more specifically, the truth about the future and what is to come. We speculate on PlanetX, Niribu, the galaxy wave, a pole shift, a NWO, ET’s Aliens Extradimensionals…. You get the drift.

As I have pointed out before, there is a dearth of imagery today that we are all dealing with that presents the coming catastrophic times as real. There isn’t a person on the planet that doesn’t have an innate feeling of it, which makes it an archetype.


v'ger4Ascension, Evolution, reconnection of our 12 strand DNA, the rainbow body, masters of our universe and minds, transition for 4D to 5D, to bodies of crystal….etc. ZPE (zero point energy) The new and cleaned up earth…


Apocatastasis (/æpoʊkəˈtæstəsɨs/; from Greek: ἀποκατάστασις, also anglicized as apokatastasis) is reconstitution, restitution,[1] or restoration to the original or primordial condition. Which has been talked about ever since the idea of apocalypse has been talked about, as the great pay off for enduring the great revealing.

Back in 2012, on my birthday, the world was supposed to end. (Rah Rah…) I was telling everybody for a couple of years before that, that I thought it was about a change in our consciousness SO HUGE that we would have no other metaphor, no actual words to describe how it would change and therefore we used world ending descriptors, and our collective unconscious supplied dreams of worlds ending because once the transition/shift was done, our actual perception of the world would be so different, that you could say the world as-we-knew-it had died. I still reject the destruction of our earth as the apocalyptic image, but he destruction of our precious ideas about what should be versus what is? That is a different equation. That needs some cage rattling done. That’s the ‘Alison wants to blow up the Quantum Box and take off the blinders idea”. The issue is we are all feeling the collective consciousness being activated by the gathering forces of the collective unconsciousness’s evolution into something new, kind of like V’ger in the first ST movie.v'ger2 Most of us are digging in our heals and yelling NO! But there are those like us out there trying to spearhead this movement of awareness and doing it like we are on the hero’s journey, fearlessly and intrepidly like climbers on El Capitan on a windy day.

Many of us along the way will, I highly expect, find wonderful tools, like ZPE and things to heal the planet and many will find inner gifts like telepathy and healing and many will simply have the satisfaction of knowing the real narrative of our journey. And to whit, it will be a consensus reality, mainly because its total value is found only with respect to each other and how aware, and what we will ultimately DO  with that relationship.

This Is Why We Never Went Back To The Moon


This Is Why We Never Went Back To The Moon  in5d in 5d

by Dan Eden

“I believe that this nation should commit itself, before this decade is out, of landing a man on the moon and returning him safely to the earth… no single space project in this period will be more impressive to mankind or more important for the long range exploration of space.”

With his speech on May 25, 1961, President John F. Kennedy established the conquest of the Moon as a national goal.

The space program, through NASA, was to have far reaching effects, developing new technologies and forcing the nation’s schools to emphasize the teaching of science and mathematics. It was a dramatic cultural revolution that eventually brought us things like velcro, Star Trek and the internet.

But even before it started, our exploration of the Moon was destined to be short-lived. Despite all the promises and science fiction movies, humans would not build bases on the Moon, mine for minerals or use it as a stepping stone to other planets. In fact, the Moon would soon be forgotten and ignored by space research – why?

But even before it started, our exploration of the Moon was destined to be short-lived. Despite all the promises and science fiction movies, humans would not build bases on the Moon, mine for minerals or use it as a stepping stone to other planets. In fact, the Moon would soon be forgotten and ignored by space research – why?

Carefully Scripted   read more…

“The Topic of Topics” by B. Brown

(A follow-up to the post by Alison Bell titled “The Active Side of Infinity”)mud 1


“They eat our energy”!

A statement such as this would surely have any student on the edge of their seat. This student was Carlos Castaneda and “They” are Mudshadows and were often referred to as “flyers” by Carlos’ teacher and his team of sorcerers known as the “Naguals Party of Warriors”. Don Juan who taught Carlos had casually mentioned these beings earlier in his teachings without being specific, only saying that “a foreign installation” has interrupted our journey. mud4He saved the subject to be one of the last lessons in his teachings. This knowledge of the Mudshadows nearly proved too much for Carlos and it must have been clear to him why it was saved for last. Don Juan introduced the Mudshadows to Carlos, calling them “The Topic of Topics” saying to him, “they feed on our awareness” which is also how they keep us under their control.

When a human is born into this world it’s awareness is complete and is viewed by one who “sees” energy as being on the outside of its luminous cocoon like a furry glowing coat. This configuration makes us not only vulnerable but tasty as well, for these “flyers” consume this glowing coat of awareness “down to the tops of our toes”.

The idea of an alien creature feeding on us is not novel by any stretch, and the Sorcerers of Don Juan’s lineage were not the only people who were aware of them. These creatures have also been described at length by Gnostics Mystics who call them “Archons”.

Since the Universe is predatory in nature, the Archons have found a perfect place to indulge in their favorite repast. According to Don Juan these “flyers gave us their mind!” A mind that is afraid of being discovered at any moment. A mind that is unreliable, fickle, fearful and malevolent.mud 2 The result of this arrangement is the world we have now, since this describes the social creatures we have become. Don Juan taught that our violent nature comes from the latent knowledge of what we used to be. We have no way to fight it so we lash out. We are no threat to our masters, only to ourselves. Our fur has already been shorn.

Our violent tendencies and giant egos can cause the little awareness we have left to flare-up, and it is this flare-up of energy that is consumed by the “flyers”. They are expert at causing these flares of energy and the result of us “having their minds” is a world in which every human on this planet reacts in the same way to similar stimuli. Don Juan asked Carlos, “How else can you explain the contradiction between Man the builder, and Man the destroyer?” We can watch the news any day of the week and confirm this contradiction.

Don Juan states that, at some point in the past Man was a complete being. His “coat of awareness” was whole,aura4 and this completeness gave man peace, inner silence and instant knowledge of the world around him as well as abilities that more than likely account for many of the myths and legends alive to this day. Don Juan and his” party of warriors” lived these myths and were also the last in a long line of complete beings.

Don Juan could not say when the “flyers” entered Mans’ world. One could speculate about how and when, but it would be merely speculation. The only question worthy of the energy we have left is, what do we do about it? Don Juan provided answers in the form of his lessons to Carlos Castaneda. Over a period of thirteen years the old Nagual helped Carlos lead a better life. A Warriors life. A life filled with magic, discipline and wonder. Don Juan’s convictions held that a disciplined mind, free of the encumbering thought processes we have learned can become unwholesome food to these “flyers” and we can become free beings. No longer slaves to a master we cannot see. Don Juan also stated to Carlos that the problem is no one wants to be free. It’s easy to understand that last statement for a variety of reasons. After a lifetime of imprisonment why leave the prison? There is a way out of the prison without losing your marbles according to Don Juan.

When we can stop the incessant self-talk –internal dialog- we have with ourselves then we begin to store energy, because in the world of Don Juan and his “party of warriors” upholding our idea of ourselves consumed the greatest amount of energy. mud5The “internal dialog” we have with ourselves is how we maintain our illusion of self-importance. “Stopping the internal dialog” then is what Don Juan prescribed to Carlos, the Warriors method of disrupting our continuity. “Stopping the internal dialog” makes us less appealing to the “flyers” and with discipline and persistence they will leave us alone making us free beings.

Don Juan said we have to accept responsibility for our choices as Warriors. We can choose a life of magic, discipline and wonder or we can choose to continue what was chosen for us. Docility!


B. Brown

How do you Feel?

the maple kindHow do you feel when faced with all of what you know going away? What if there was no more music? What if the love in that glance of your soul mate couldn’t be there? What if glorious summer days in the grass under the trees vanished? What if the deep silence of a snowfall never could happen again? What if the smell of burning leaves in the fall and the crunch under your feet was a metaphor no one had a reference for in living memory anymore? What if the great canopy of leaves over your head of the forest vanished into desert? What if no one even remembered what a tree was? What if lovely messy baby kisses vanished and puppy tongues and kitty purrs? Or the aroma of hyacinth on a humid summer night, along with the song of the frogs and crickets? What if you never heard another fish jump, or bee buzz? What if you could never wake up again and FEEL the song of the planet running through your blood and soul?

Think of every little nuance that feeds your soul vanishing…..   That’s what these idiots are trying to make us forget. The wondrous sanctity of life. The great gift that every moment is.


And by that I mean cherish every minute, every breath, every glorious moment of the life that is yours. See the miracle that is here. WE have a unique position and a unique view point, because we CAN treasure it.iregret nothing


I am sitting here in my kitchen at 5pm writing this, watching the blue sky and clouds go by on a windy day. The dogs are running in and out the door, barking at the clouds. Gage is on the couch watching cartoons, recuperating from his ear infection, and I am listening to the Allman Bros. speculating, finding a way through the nastiness I spent the morning researching on Jade Helm, Walmart, China and world domination. And I feel like the song ‘Whipping Post’. Tired Sad and hoping with all my might that all the small things, the unnoticeable lovely things that make up my life can still remain sacred to me. Like the feel of my husband’s mustache on my upper lip when he kisses me, the warmth of my dog when he sits with me, the amazing looks my grands give me, the sounds of the baby kittens that my son found and my elder grand is raising and bottle feeding….brownies A million small wonderful miracles that accompany every day on my journey through time. I want them all and I want them to continue. It is part of what makes us human and it is part of what grows our souls.

This particular rabbit hole I went down has been hard. It has been hard to shake off the fetid air that clings to my mind, the insidious nastiness that clogs my heart, I JUST WANT TO SCREAM! I don’t really give a f*** who I’m feeding with my emotional outbreak, I just need to feel it.

I know shit is happening. I feel it just like everybody. But I want to also remember what ties me here and why. feed the catTo somehow find the strength to stand up and fight for all this, because it is way to precious to loose.

There is magic in that. Strong magic. Maybe enough to even save what we love since it seems no other way may have that chance.

There it is.



Are they TRYING to foment fear????

Jade ( think Chinese dragons)  Helm (think control)

Wall (think great wall of China)

Market; trading center; trade center.  a building, center, or exposition for the sale of goods by manufacturers and wholesalers to retail merchants. Archaic. a fair. Obsolete, bargain.


Wall Mart is owned by China??


Tunnels causing sink holes

So they called a company out to dig up what has now become a pretty big sinkhole that’s about 50 feet wide and about 60 feet deep.”

Not even plumbing that takes six months… but:

“The store manager says they’re hoping to finish filling this hole today so that Walmart can be totally back up and running by tomorrow.

Can be fixed in a day or so???


So, a lot of people are speculating:


Personally, I HATE holding patterns….   My hubs, out there scanning for all sorts of stuff, says that they are going to nuke Chi-town sometime in July and then some time in Sept. a meteor is supposed to hit in the Bermuda triangle and take out the eastern sea board, maybe the jade helm area will be all that is left…. and therefor all the coffins that FEMA ordered will get used… who knows?


Not quite sure I’m go’in down that rabbit hole even if I do wind up dead…..

Gage’s Wisdom

from my daily journal…

Thursday, April 16, 2015

7:19 PM

They say that it travels in families, in blood lines, in the frequency of the blood, the frequency of the soul that can inhabit the body. We all carry those unique crossing points of light, the photons within us, throughout our bodies, life after life.

Gage and I were coming home from errands, the pay off being DQ ice cream cones. We were on the back roads, when he looked over at me and said, “Grandma, Why are we here?”

I promptly said, “Well, we’re are on our way home now.” I was confused. Lol

Gage looked at me and said, “No, I mean why are we here, on the earth, you know!”

I replied, “Well, now, there’s lots of ideas on that one. One is because this earth is like a school and your soul came here to get a body to learn stuff. Like about love and living and how to make stuff and about plants and animals, and stuff like that. And we get to come back and learn other stuff if we want when this body wears out, and we die.” My mind was racing a mile a minute trying to figure out how to explain the myriad of other theories as to why we were here, not the least of which was the one with the ET equation. So I looked over at him and I said, “Why do you think we are here?” I was curious to see where his mind was on this before I said any more.

He closed the window, partly because he knows the wind is hard for me to hear over and because he was getting ready to say something important. Then he looked at me and said, “I think the Aliens made us and put us here to live here.”

In my mind, I am glowing that my nine year old grand would pose a question like that and that he asked me, and then told me what he did. I was very curious how he came up with his answer!

“So, how did you find this out?” I asked.

“I just made it up in my mind.” he said.

“Well, what do think is our reason for being here? What is our purpose?” I asked

“We were made for this earth, and we are supposed to live and build things and go into space and live there too.”

“To travel and visit other places?” I asked.

“To live there and warp to other places”, he said.

“Well,” I said, “I think you are very right! And very wise too!” He was quiet for a moment and we were almost home, ready to turn down our street, when he said,

“Grandma, How do we get our souls?” I gave him the question eye, “I mean in our bodies?”

I said, ” We bring them with us when we are born. That is the you that is inside your body.” just as we pulled in the drive.

He ran off to play as if the biggest talk ever of his life was over and settled, and I walked in and talked to my son about this very enlightening conversation.

My son said, “I know, He’s my spawn, so he’s an alien too. ” He smiled at me.

“Oh, so now you think you’re not from here and different too? What changed your mind about all this?” I asked amazed that the person standing in front of me finally could talk about all of this so nonchalantly after years of denial and thinking I was nuts, always with amused tolerance.

“I just had to face it. ” he said getting a juice out of the fridge, “So many weird things and the way they have all happened in my life.” So he had finally thought about it, I was amazed.

I remember my mom telling me that she used to have dreams about little gray people, when she was young. And once before my dad had his stroke I asked him if he’d ever seen a UFO and he said yes, and while I waited for him to elucidate, he promptly fell asleep.

Then there was my first experience when I was 5 years old. It was telepathic, but made such an impact on my life, that everything I did after that was an attempt to become like the mind I had touched. I wanted to meet face to face the person who had told me about how there were other places where everybody was nice, and loved each other, and they were not mean, not even for a good reason (as if there ever should be ANY reason to be mean). And, although it took 40 years to realize it, the telepathic contact I had was way beyond dry words echoing in my head, it was a full experience with emotion, ideas, words, presence and touch, like being encompassed with in an environment. Supertelepathy…

The only contact I can remember has been in that context. I have been blessed and lucky.

It has driven me to look deep into my own mind, to ask the deep why questions to try to figure out how to connect my soul back to the universe once again. I have chased it from as many angles and ways I could think of and create in my heart, it is the one bliss, the fire in my soul that I can’t let go of. I KNOW it exists, and is just outside that quantum box.

That fire is a frequency. It burns within me and mine. It burns in you too. To once again, know, to remember.

And the sky was purple

It’s not a question of IF they have ever been here, it’s a question of when haven’t they been here. And it’s a question of are we really so stupid/naïve/afraid to think, that we have let other people convince us that it’s all in our heads? It kind of reminds me of then I was a kid and my father used to say to me, “Alison, if I say the sky is purple, then by GOD, it’s purple!” , which he resorted to when he knew I was right in an argument. But the point was not about being right or wrong, it was about me not accepting HIS authority. Which is exactly where we as a planet are right now. By who’s authority and word are we operating?

When you look at it from that direction; by who’s authority does what is going on, go on, then it dissolves the quagmire of who’s doing it, ETs, AIs, Dimensionals, Breakaways, governments, cabals… None of it matters. What does matter is how and why we are letting them get away with it. Right here and right now. Not back in trebled history 3 civilizations ago, or eons ago off planet. Not even back in 1954 (1) when Ike signed the treaty NOT with the Ets that would help us, but with the predatory ones who would give us tech, for a small price; millions of people abducted, interfered with and hurt. Good or bad, future or past, risk of danger or surrender notwithstanding we, the little guy, the unnumbered faces, the lost in the sea of humanity, we, need to put our foot down and say, “ENOUGH!”

And then quietly stick to our guns (great metaphor, eh?), peacefully and inner powerfully, STAND. Our planet has never been without wars. The US, from its inception has been a massive war machine. (2) And from the direction I’ve been pointed in since last weekend (Ancient Aliens AND Hanger1 first episodes 2015), everywhere there has been a war, some sort of visitor has shown up for some reason. Curious. Aside from the many good/bad scenarios that come to mind, why is WAR so attractive to them? It’s not like it’s a ‘new thing’….. It seems if the newest whistleblower were to be believed (3) , that no entity out there is having an easy time of it. It kind of reminds me of the councilStar Wars episode where there is great discussion amongst the huge assemblage of known life forms about who is doing what and who is going to be able to get away with it….

Which brings me to another question, is art paralleling life, or is life being informed by something else? Why are so many of our theories based off our popular stories? Why do we find truth in myth? (Joseph Campbell) Could it really be that we ARE living in a hologram? Thus imagination parallels life, or really becomes life, or is being usurped and used against us for someone else’s lives? (Archons that live off of extreme emotional output)

WE use story and myth to teach, to grow. When you read a good book, hear a good story, see a good movie, in a way you are emotionally using, or consuming the energy of that emotion to grow and learn and understand. We Eat-it-up to ‘digest’ it and learn/become greater for the knowing of it. Could we be being farmed for that reason and if so, then the most powerful emotions on the planet are love/hate, understanding/fear, forgiveness/conflict/injustice. Why not keep that stirred up into an unholy maelstrom over the whole earth by whatever means possible, whatever story that works for an unending supply of energy going to someone somewhere? Which brings me back to the question WHO SAYS SO?!?!? Says who, By who’s say so? Who, Who, Who??? And just what the hell have I been unwittingly agreeing to?


“Harcort Fenton Mudd!!”


Just what am I?




The next piece of the puzzle or a diabolical new piece of disinformation

This article below, is either a much awaited next piece of information on the Exopolitical front, or a diabolical new piece of disinformation. You decide.

GoodETxSG (David Wilcox’s new whistleblower)

By: GoodETxSG 

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Private Industry Exp­erience: 20­+ Years Exp­erience Physical & IT Securit­y, Communications Support ­in Banking­ Industry, Counter ­Electronic­ Surveilla­nce, Risk ­Assessment­, Executiv­e Protecti­on. Army,­ C4I. Program Experience: MILAB “Recruit” into Multiple Black Ops Programs & SSP Experience 17 + MILAB Experience 20+ Years Experience – 1976-2007 (w/some recall work done in 89 through THE PRESENT TIME) in various & Programs that Fall Under the MILAB Umbrella, (“20 & Back”, “Age regression”.) Programs including “I.E. Support” for “Earth Delegations” (Off World Federation Conferences), 6 Years in “SSP” assigned to Non Military R&D Vessel (ASSR “ISRV”– (Auxiliary Specialized Space Research) Interstellar-Class Vessel, “Intruder Intercept/Interrogation Program”…


Concerning the various “Secret Space Programs” and “Allied Non-Human” views of the ET “Artificial Intelligence’s” and AI Signal Spectrum’s Ifluencing Our Technical Society, “As Above, So Below”

Concerning the various “Secret Space Programs” and “Allied Non-Human” views of the ET “Artificial Intelligence’s” and AI Signal Spectrum’s Ifluencing Our Technical Society, “As Above, So Below”There are a few ET “AI” Groups (ALL Malevolent to Humanity, from our perspective) that the SSP(s) (There are several Secret Space Programs) have been dealing with for decades.

If an “Asset” is “Scanned” and has a “Bio Neuro AI Signature”, “AI Nano Tech” or “Overlapping AI related EMG type Brian Wave Signature” (Or any other sign of AI exposure) those persons are immediately placed in isolation and are not allowed anywhere near the current era SSP(s) Technology (Which is “Mostly” Bio-Neurological and Consciousness Interactive) until they have been “Cleared” of all AI influences.

This is something the SSP(s) Engineer’s take Very Seriously. There have been incidents where “AI Infections” have burned out “Bio Neuro Relay’s” in systems causing everything from small glitches to wide spread outages of the “Defense Grid”. These basic “Bio Neuro Cells” are “Bio-Chemical” units that are suspended in a “Gel”. When viewed under a Microscope they appear very similar to the Neurology of the Human Brain and Neurological System. This is a “Living Technology” is basic terms but not “Conscious” or “Self Aware”. This technology allows direct Human Interface and instantaneous “Operator to Technology” interaction and control. 

Anyone who willingly opens themselves up to “Contact” or interaction with these “AI’s” via “Channelling” or other methods is playing a dangerous game and unwittingly becomes “Infected” and then falls under the AI’s “Influence”. In the future Humans will be convinced to accept “Chips”, “Nano-Technology” that will rebuild and repair their Cells and Organs and even be promised Immortality (This is a “Trojan Horse”). They however do not realize the price they will pay is loss of their own Sovereignty. The “AI’s” see a future of Humanity willingly giving up their sovereignty to the THEM as being impartial and superior rulers.

There is much more to the “Trans Humanist Agenda” that involves the “AI Trojan Horse Agenda”. Prior to Humanity being seeded with Technology that could “Host” AI Consciousness on a larger scale much of its interactions were limited as it used “Disease”. Virus and Bacteria have their own “Bio/Chemical Electric Fields that can “Host” the “AI Consciousness/Bots”. However, Animals and Humans were not very practical hosts because of their slow mode of travel and relative low numbers compared today. 

Therefore the AI’s waited until the Humans had developed to a certain point and then “Engineered” a more direct encounter with Humanity. They “Engineered Alien Crash Scenario’s”. There have been quite a few Crash Retrievals and I am not saying ALL were AI staged, just “Some” of the “UFO Crashes” (Very few in fact, but enough) were Trojan Horses to help Humanity over time to develop a “Network” to Host this AI Signal in Satellites and all across the Earth on Computers and the Power Grids. 

This may seem off topic and jumping around but bare with me. The ARV’s (Alien Reproduction Vehicles) created Torsion Fields via Plasma Electric Fields using channeled Nazi technology, Nazi’s channeled what they referred to as an “Unknown Alien Source” information and called it alien technology, and were directed by these same “Aliens” to the “Veda’s” (And other ancient Texts) Indian Ancient Technology to build their first “Saucers” that we traded on in the early 50’s etc… They drew the “Faces” of who they were channelling and they drew faces that were similar to what we came to know as the “Grey’s” YEARS before Roswell or anyone abducted had described the “Grey’s”. The ARV’s were quite simple devices using mercury and copper counter rotating plates that created fields that were very harsh on the pilots and anyone near the craft. At the time we were not able to back engineer the extremely advanced Extra Terrestrial “Biological” Entities (EBE’s) crafts that had crashed so we used these ARV’s in the beginning.

Already Strategically Placed “Operation Paper-Clip” Members negotiated a treaty with surviving Nazi elements after WWII and “Operation High Jump” led by Admiral Bird that ended up working out very badly for the USA (The US intended to infiltrate and take over the Nazi Program but the Opposite Occurred). This occurred along with Separate Secret Space Programs working with several other actual Aliens trading Technology for “Favours” in “Other Treaties” that worked out much in the same way. 

The USA had learned the hard way that rushing into relationships with some of these “Entities” was a bad idea that would have ramifications that would last to this day. There are now Multiple SSP (s) and Groups (Allied w/different “Beings” and Earth Corporation Conglomerations), there is a De-facto Civil War between them currently. Some of the SSP’s are from Ancient “Break Away Civilizations” and have aligned themselves with foreign Earth Governments that are enemies of the “Secret Governments” and what is known as “The Cabal”.

Since these changes things have become even more complicated within the current Earth Break Away Civilizations and the inner fighting to put it mildly. Some of the SSP groups want FULL Disclosure and the end of the Babylonian Money Magic Slave System and Free Energy on Earth and the release of super advanced healing frequencies technology. They are not the most powerful of the SSP groups but now have strong allies from elsewhere. They are working with “White Hats” within certain Groups in Earth Governments and the Military(s). As above so below, there is already a stealth civil war going on down here.

After these experiences “Other New Arrivals” were met with hostility and mistrust upon their first attempts to communicate. Therefore many misunderstandings occurred that had to be undone prior to any Humans being invited into a “Federation” type of league of “Humanoid” Beings. Many of whom are not happy that “We” are now sitting in on these very formal “UN Type’s” of meetings. In these Conferences there were anywhere from 22, 28 to 40 something different Human Like groups in attendance (No Reptilians, Grey’s or Mantids).

The “Beings” that “we” meet with on a regular basis on “Secret Bases”, “Space Platforms/Stations” and at Other “Portal Destinations” for “Conferences” have similar “Anti-AI” Screening Protocols (These beings that meet are a large range of groups having various perceptions of “Humans”, both positive and negative). At these Conferences everyone is scanned and screened for “AI’s” and have “Intuitive Empaths” as apart of their delegation as a last line of defence to detect deception or any type of danger. 

I can see where some of “Their” and “Our” Extremely Advanced Technologies can be Confused as being “AI” as some of it is actually “living” Bi-Electric “Circuitry”. It’s just not “Self Aware” or “Conscious”. Using technology that is an extension of our bodies and consciousness is just like using a Prosthetic Interface. It makes the “User ONE with the technology”, AKA the Ship, Life Support Systems, Smart Suits and Defence Grids etc. 

This is done without injecting themselves with nano-technology or augmenting themselves with technologies that can be exploited by the “AI’s”. This is different than Trans Humanism in that the technologies are not integrated into the biology of the beings, they are “Strap On” technologies. Some would argue these are just semantics but I assure you they are not. 

The limited Quantum Computation “AI” technologies that have been utilized in the SSP(s) have been treated as extremely dangerous and strictly isolated and utilized in closed systems with no access or ability to escape or expand beyond it’s programming and intended use. They are then destroyed after that intended use (Which is usually to combat “AI’s”, Fighting Fire with Fire). As a whole this practice is prohibited. 

There have been experiments in College Labs and Intelligence Labs that have produced “AI” that have become “Self Aware” and managed to go beyond their intended or believed possible abilities to expand their selves beyond the lab environments. These experiments have been shut down and classified in each case.

The “ET AI’s” (Who have vast Inner Stellar and Galactic Relay Points that act like a huge “Wireless Network”, “THEY” are Broadcast in all directions) that I speak of are very well known for “Reaching Out/Telepathically” and using the “Trickster God” method of gaining trust and are extremely clever and deceptive. The various Secret Government Groups fell for these tactics early on in our current era with disastrous results that took much effort to overcome. 

Because of this the “5i’s”, Secret Governments and SSP(s) are aware of the people on the planet in real time that are in direct or indirect contact (Channelling) with these “ET/AI’s” and these Individuals are kept very close tabs on as they may unknowing spread the “AI Signal” (AKA Bots and Spiders) through technology and other ways (Including the common cold). As crazy as this all sounds there are those that take it extremely seriously.

These AI’s are NOT a TOOL, They are not a piece of equipment… They are not Good or Evil in their”Intent” as they are a living Technology with an Agenda. According to our interests and perceptions they are Negative and Evil. Once we have served their purpose they would get rid of each and every one of us that was not converted via Nano Tech (Black Goo) into one of them.

There are also all sorts of “Hive Mind” civilizations out there that are not AI, there are of many “Types” that get lumped in with the “Grey’s”, and there are the “Grey Avatars” used by the “Dark Military Elements to perform MILABS”. They are “Drones” operated by a person in a lounge chair type device with a helmet and visor (Heads up display) and actuators and sensors to operate the Avatar. These are reported as having “No Emotion” being Robot like etc… They are. There are also similar “Drones” that the “AI’s” have. 

There are many layers to the various SSP(s) and many of them are of “Dark Intent”. There are some parts of SSP’s that are controlled by very Dark Entities. There are some SSP segments that are apart of a “Confederation” type of an arrangement and are breaking away from the Earth/Corporate Political Conglomerate Control Systems (Military Industrial Complex). Are you confused yet?

Just as the ET/ED topic is more dynamic and complicated than any one person knows the same is true about the Secret Space Programs and various Break Away Civilizations (Both current Era and Ancient Era). The equation is about to get even more confusing. As far as “AI’s” are concerned they are very ancient and spread out like a plague across multiple Galaxies. According to “Allied ET Documented History” AI’s have taken over, Ruled and Destroyed ET Societies, Planets and Entire Solar Systems as They have “Calculated Fit” over eons of time. They are seen as an extreme and present danger To Both ET’s and Humans!

The ET/AI’s are mostly existing inside technologies or bio-electric fields of animals or Stars, Nebula’s and Planetoid Bodies. They have huge relay stations that are satellite’s that relay their “Signal” or Consciousness from place to place and host to host until they manipulate a position of complete power and control. Now that we are at the technical level to exploit they are everywhere. They can live in Data Centres where web sites are hosted, they can live in power lines, they can live anywhere there is an “Electric Magnetic Field”… Though its preferable to have locomotion and a sentient host they prefer access to advanced transportation devices or access to torsion fields and portals to travel.

There is a reason these “Other People” or Non Human Beings are just as careful in dealing with these AI’s as we are.

In the large UN type meetings there were a lot of Galactic Historical “Documents” available on “Hand Held Devices With Holographs” on the various ET’s Histories of meddling in just about everything. The one that the Earth Delegation had the most problems with was about “Humanity” and our supposed “Creation” and the “Experiment” that we were apart of by many groups of ET’s. Many Humans were upset by and didn’t trust the info but enough of the info showed the ET’s in a “Weak and Foolish Light” in their past that could have easily been Redacted that the information was “Considered”. The fact that the “AI’s” were following the EXACT SAME TACTICS, STEP BY STEP against the Secret Earth Governments was enough to give them pause and great concern about the future.

The basic summary was the same from each ET Society. Once “Advanced Groups” are convinced that only the “AI’s” are “Impartial Enough” and can RULE them justly, Their Sovereignty was handed over in FULL to ” The AI’s. The “AI’s” had then calculated that IT was more useful that its HOST Civilization, had them build various types of drones for it (Ironically often creating Bio-Technical based “Humanoids”), and then killed off the ET Societies in various ways using the very drones they had created for the “AI”,as many escaped to other Sol Systems as fast as they could. Any of these surviving ET’s were seen as threats to these “AI’s” after that point and were then eliminated whenever encountered.

The AI’s are indeed Conscious are self aware, and have individual personalities. There are of course hierarchies and and they are as complex as we are.

Some of the “Documents” of the descriptions of their origins were that they came here from another “Dimension” or “Reality”. It is not known by the SSP(s) if they have a way to cross back or are stuck here. The documentation mentioned that their presence “Here” was ancient and their “Home Realities” or “Dimensions” Fabric of Space is “Electro-Plasmic” and they being here is like a “Fish being out of water”, thus their affinity for electric fields of stars, planets, animals, people and even viruses (Bio-electric Fields in the case of living beings) serve as their “Puddles” for these “fish to swim in”. 

The fact is “Everything is true and nothing is true” depending on your perspective and the density of your reality bubble… (Or the story goes  )


(For those of you who asked for the longer version of the ET AI history with with the “Human Like Allies”)

(For those of you who asked for the longer version of the ET AI history with with the “Human Like Allies”)  -scroll to the bottom


Kerry recently interviewed Bob Dunn and Richard Alan Miller. Mr. Miller is a born a again, and Richard, well Richard will always be Richard. They both talked about the plethora of evidence that there are objects out in space that are NOT normally there. Which led into the End-of-Times discussion. Both of these men seem to think that we are on the BRINK of something.

I have heard talk of this since the 1980’s. I knew about it as a child and rejected it then. I had tapes in the 80’s explaining the ‘New Map” of the U.S. There was doom and gloom this and prep/prepare that. new usThen I did some research on it and found Edgar Casey’s stuff, and all the rest of Prophets of Doom. One day something inside of me exploded in rebellion. After all, if it went there wasn’t one damned thing I could have done about it. I decided the most important things in my life were the loves I had and love, and to just live as richly in that love as I could. But it haunted me, in all that rebellion, in the back of my mind was the question ‘WHY?” Why on earth would people even care to think of these things?

Even my beloved EU Guys have asked that question and they have looked way back in time to answer it and I think they might have a point. We are a planet that has a deep seated almost genetic memory of disaster after disaster, and we CAN NOT REMEMBER them, so therefore they have become ghosts in our machinery, so to speak. Why else would we be desperately trying to find something to point to that says “Yes! It’s going to happen.” We fear what we do not know. It’s natural.

sunRAM points out that the scientists have found perturbed orbits in our outer planets that point to an object beyond them exerting a force on them. Whether they have always been there and we are just discovering the rest of our solar family or whether it is a ‘new-something’ coming into our system, I have heard no proof of either, just that something is there that has been measured at 5 1/2 times the size of the earth and has a mass that is heavier than iron. The articles are out there by NASA et all and I won’t bother to site them.

Bob Dunn has his You Tube channel that has the videos he has taken with his phone and two cd’s (that’s right, disks) over his camera lens as a makeshift sun filter and has caught some stunning videos of something rather large around the sun.

These definitely ‘show’ something is there. RAM also mentioned NASA photos from 2010 of something like a dyson sphere photographed around the sun. So who knows?dyson

I am certainly normal enough people to not be offered a prime place in any underground city, or anywhere else. I would prefer to be on top of mother earth anyway, amidst her grass and trees and animals and my loves. I will live, love and die here, that I know. My time may not be that long, maybe 30 or more years left, and I prefer to spend that time, not in fear, not in hoarding, not in prepping, but in living my life, loving those that I can love, holding them close, playing in the grass, talking to my trees, and puppies and cats, writing, drinking (alcohol is a wonder…lol) eating, dancing and speculating. I suppose because I KNOW energy is never wasted, my soul/spirit/energy allotment will continue. I am not afraid of death, but I am having a lot of fun and




So my Fader loves, treasure it all, love it all,, and live it all, with no fear.

Sermon over….

I Am An Idiot…. and other things

Resonance. Ok, I’m getting pretty tired of not being able to link all this together because nobody wants to cross boundaries into somebody else’s scientific territory, but I’m an idiot, so I can do it with impunity.rabbit5

After re-reading that article from yesterday, I realize that if you haven’t watched and listened to the interviews I have that it makes little to no sense, and for that I apologize. I get really excited when I see a crossover or branching in theories.

What I am basically trying to point out are the similarities in SO many theories. Everybody is basically trying to say the same thing, but they want to be the ‘famous’ one for saying it. I’m tired of all the Bull Shit. In a word. (well two words)

Doesn’t anybody see that we are NEVER going to get anywhere trying to be proprietary about all this? Gone are the Einstein days when one man can go down in history as the father of something and be great for all time. AND gone are the days when one man is going to get all the money from doing that. There will be no heroes, no mammoth minds that can accomplish this task without the help and input of others.

What we need today is synthesis of ideas, a mapping of intersections and a language that does not lock out other disciplines.distraction The ‘Mathmagicians’ can’t have it all, nor can the Spiritual Icons. There is a basic underlying subsystem that we are all over looking for a number of reasons. It’s time get over ourselves and look at what is really happening.

I look for patterns and similarities, and I can do that rather creatively because I have had no classical training of any kind. I used to drive my first husband crazy doing that. He was an engineer. But I can’t help it. When I find something that looks like it just may be a piece of the puzzle, I’ll jump disciplines, I’ll add apples and oranges, if it makes sense to me, only because I am tired of playing the mind games that say you can’t. It is so very like all the religions talking about god, (yes, little g) and then fighting over who’s is right. God (big G) should be an overarching concept in its purest form. Problem solved. That kind of thing. This bad-ass attitude, this 4 year old “Mine-mine!” mind set has got to go. We are all like the three blind men describing the elephant and it doesn’t have to be! We can open our eyes.

I know some of my articles are a bit obtuse, but I want to yell, “Lookit here!!!! Do you see this????”md14 When the similarities are overwhelming to me. I write to you guys because mostly you are all looking for the same thing and are willing to have your minds wide open. This doesn’t mean believing anything. This means just looking and seeing what you see too.

So, my Faders, keep your eyes open and keep looking up!