We Are Our Own Healers

Anytime we willfully choose to deny the truth it causes pain and suffering and dis-empowerment in direct proportion to the truth being denied. -Justin from SITS

Caroline_MysscrpIf you do not deal with your biography, it will become your biology.

-Caroline Myss

Please learn this like a mantra.


energy follows zukovIt is the absolute truth. I cannot stress it enough. Our bodies are so connected to who we are that we literally we become the collected conglomeration of every thought and feeling we have ever had and how we chose to respond/deal with it. Psst: all life is flow – all is a vibration/movement through the river of living energy called source. We live in this river, play in this river with every thought, intension and feeling. Fact.


Nothing is by chance. What is in your face you have placed there as a lesson to your soul long before you incarnated here on this earth. You and You sat down and had a long talk about where you wanted to explore and the elements you needed to bring it to fruition.


buddhaWhat you resist, persists. If you want to get through a particularly sticky (to you at the moment) situation that you are not liking, whether it is emotional or physical the key word is allow. If you stop the experience it will get stuck in your physical body. By letting it pass through you it can leave after it changes your resonance with its information. Otherwise it waits in the body for you to allow it to go.


The things we resist the most, are the things we learn the most from. Inevitably, whatever it is that we do not want and refuse to see will cause, in the end the most growth in your being. Those things sit there and by congruence attract more of the same frequency and grow. Mostly because you are feeding them energy by not allowing them the move through your consciousness.


Your greatest pain is your greatest teacher. In the middle of the worst part of any emotional pain is a diamond of awareness. Compressed by so much force that when you finally allow it throughway in your being, what is left behind is a beautiful crystal clear diamond of wisdom.


Courage is doing what we are afraid to do. In other words, you must be afraid to be courageous. Courage isn’t about daring-do, it’s about taking a deep breath and looking at the real truth and allowing the change in consciousness to grow your soul. You can never be diminished, you are immortal.


Pain is a way of drawing your past and your future into the only place healing can occur, the present.


creationWhen we are ready to change, we attract whatever we need to help us. This is a very true truth…. Lol if there is such a thing as a true truth. When the intent goes out created from the inner decision to change, which is only looking one percent to either side of your current thought position, your frequency changes and there by you are attracting more of the same into your conscious field and change is a given.


imagesCBKA4HO3The significant problems we face, cannot be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them. Einstein – of course. Once you change your frequency, your thoughts change or vice versa, and then you can see a different way – recognize a larger picture – attract a totally new perspective. He is so right – Einstein, when he talks about vibration and frequency.


So because we are so afraid to see what is in front of our noses, have been so totally programmed to see only what is in the matrix, what the proscribed reality currently is only allowed to be, we need to:


Think around it: what is on the other side?

Think through it: break it down to better understand it.

Think out of the box: define your box and don’t go there.

Re-frame: can you adjust your judgement or attitude or response to it? Can you play the “what-if” game for 5 minutes and see it through that lens? Because if you can reframe then you can;

Re-imagine: Reverse think it, re-create a better outcome, test out what that feels like, practice empowerment.

Apply opposites: Look at it from the other side/other person, or as if you were the cause of the situation. Understanding can loosen the grip and shake out the stunning moment that initially gripped your being.

If it’s not what you want: What DO you want? This is the hardest thing to answer sometimes, beyond just the pain to stop. But if it was over, or if it didn’t happen, then what???

Notice the cycles/patterns: break/change one leg/piece of the cycle to collapse the whole pattern. This is called a conjugated loop. Diagram the situation in a circle. If you can find one place in that loop where you can break the connection to the next step, the whole process breaks down. When this happens in inter-dynamic energies in groups, usually everyone stands around looking at everybody else thinking, ‘what just happened – and why was I being an idiot?’


einstein2Reality is NOT the superior force we misapprehend it to be, IMAGINATION is.   (I am beginning to wonder if imagination is conscious awareness and energy playing to see what happens.)


I had all these little gems come out of the woodwork yesterday and the day before as I was looking through old books to find the dream book, in scattered notes stuck between pages of random thoughts and tidbits of wisdom from really enlightened people that I had written down and ferreted away so as not to lose them, and I felt that maybe I should share. So there it is.

Rescuing baby birds


Because I know better than to ignore the universe when it is being loud, and because the universe knows I am hard-headed, when I get two amazing events in a row I pay attention. (mainly because if I wait for the proverbial 3rd event or notification, in my case its already too late!)

Twice now, I have had to rescue baby birds from being inside a structure they do not belong in. Once in my mom’s bathroom where a fledgling came in through her bathroom exhaust fan (thank heavens for duct tape solutions) and just now in my kitchen. I have a black cat called Finn – after the king of the elves. He brought me a live undamaged baby bird and dropped it at my feet. So, like I did at my mother’s house I wrapped him in a towel, took him out side and let him go. My thought while I did this was, ‘Wow, again??’ Which set off the alarm bells in my head and I immediately sat down to think about it.

I use a dream dictionary by Wilda B. Tanner when I need to look up symbols, as her interpretations are non-Freudian. (Freud had the right idea, but I think his brain was on GMO’s or something)

Birds in general are symbols of joy, song, lightheartedness, freedom, flexibility, a state of love, joy ecstasy, music or harmony. They may also symbolize the spirit or the spiritual part of us and may symbolize the soul and its ability to soar to great heights.

whitecraneI have also seen more cranes this spring than in my entire life. ( can be a pun on craning your neck or flexibility of the neck or will) Blue ones and white ones. ( Blue is the color of the 5th chakra and the center of the will and white the color of the crown.) Then there are the brown eagles (clear insight and wisdom) and the hawks (wisdom, intuition and vigilance). They fly a lot around here because of the mice and other rodents on the planting fields. brown eagle One day I turned a sharp corner into a very secluded corn field and caught a HUGE brown eagle in a steep banking turn about 5 feet off the ground, zeroing in on a mouse. He was huge and immediate, I have never been that close up to one!

Flight symbolizes freedom, the ability to rise above a situation, detachment from the physical plane, viewing things from a higher level.

So maybe the universe is trying to tell me to get myself up and out of the mud, quit wallowing and observe life more from the higher perspective with a little bit of wisdom, even if I have to take baby steps to begin with, because I obviously have the ability to do it – the V8 moment after I had to physically rescue not one, but two baby birds from an ‘artificial cage’ where they didn’t belong tells me so.

Hello! I also know that if I wait any longer to take the higher viewpoint, the next ‘reminder’ from the universe is going to hurt. It always does. So, today and maybe for a while, I am going to practice the larger picture, the larger reality, put the inner victim to bed, tuck her in and sternly say, “Stay there!”

balance pointThere is a balance point somewhere between the emotional inner realness, and the larger bigger mind picture realness. Finding that balance point is essential to wellbeing and perception, because living on one side or the other is extremely counterproductive. I know, because I have tried it both ways. Perception on either ‘side’ is also very warped.

We all strive to make meaning out of random events in our lives and it is when we pull up to the higher view point that we can connect the dots and see the meaning we are looking for. But living up there you can miss the vibrant emotional richness of life on this planet. Conversely, living in deep emotion can get you lost in a tossing restless sea, cast about by the vagaries of life with no way to find a safe harbor. Balance, in all things, my mother used to preach to me. Once again it is time to practice.

As a post script to this, in the same field that I saw the eagle last fall, today, there was a Turkey ( ! ) of all things on the side of the road eating the seeds of the grass, I had no clue wild turkeys were so very pretty! Is this the universe name calling, or:

Turkey: Known as an unthinking, foolish, inept bird, but still symbolizes the holidays ( and the slaughter of millions of birds and a mass consumption festival… most of our holidays are manufactured anyway, aren’t they? All based around buy consume, buy consume… food for thought, no pun intended!) However looked at another way, a bird that foraged the forest without destroying its biome. Smart and wily, before we genetically engineered them into what they are today – just to eat them.


I am a butt-head

Share truth realizing that it is a sacred act of offering transformation to others, and it is their free will choice to accept it in the form and time that they need. So don’t feel pressured to force others to accept what you think is true because ultimately, it is only one perspective on the whole truth. 

As the ancient hermetic principle of Polarity states:

The Principle of Polarity 

“Everything is Dual; everything has poles; everything has its

pair of opposites; like and unlike are the same; opposites are

identical in nature, but different in degree; extremes meet;

all truths are but half-truths; all paradoxes may be

reconciled.“—The Kybalion. (Source(bolding emphasis added)

From <http://sitsshow.blogspot.com/2016/05/How-to-Wake-People-Up-Without-Being-an-A-hole-Dont-be-a-Truth-Fundamentalist-Develop-Relationships-that-Lead-to-Truth-Sharing.html>


And I am, especially to those I love whom I expect to ‘get-it’! I normally would have ignored my husband on Sunday when he told me that I was being a butt-head (not his exact words…), except that I have had some other people commenting on my face book posts that are experiencing the same cognitive dissonance to controversial information that I have been posting.

What I see and they don’t is that we have been set up as logical, reasoning people to look at information and judge it by the standards of reasonableness that we hold. Most of us have been raised with the ‘christian’ ideal of do not harm… This is the medical establishment’s Motto! So when we see information that blatantly informs us that much of what we would call medicine is actually killing us, is MEANT to kill us, if not shorten our lives – it is very hard to swallow. The very best part of us wants to go, “Nah! That is craaaaazy! Not real! They wouldn’t do that!!!”

And yet the proof is right there in front of our eyes. I was trying to point out to my husband that, that is exactly what they want the intelligent educated people to think, that it is too crazy to be true and dismiss it without even looking into the possibility. Then, the person replying to my posts on my fb about chemtrails and Zika and vaccinations is always pointing out why, (mostly on the vaccinations posts) that it’s all rubbish. Coming from a medical background he points out what would happen if there were no vaccinations – and on that point I have to agree. They once were a very good theory. Now they are something entirely different. And once again, this person is struggling with the cognitive dissonance of what he wants to be true in his heart of hearts and what is really going on in front of his eyes.

Cognitive dissonance…. Quite a tool.

So I caught a cold from my grandson by eating after him, and I knew it while I was doing it… but I did it anyway. My bullshit altimeter was set very low this week end, and I was not kind, and not nice to my hubby, and for that I apologize. And of course the universe teaches me in threes. Two people with a bad case of cognitive dissonance, and then this post from Justin on Stillness in the Storm – in my face….

So I thought I would share it with all of you who may be in the same place I am with loved ones who are trying so hard to get through the disbelief at what is really going on. And also, to apologize to all I may have been a little (maybe more than a little) too forward and demanding with on this whole ball of wax. Many times my husband has said to me, “If this is all true, then why bother? How can I care, the whole world is fake!” This is the angst you feel when you first realize all of this and it is excruciating. It really is.

The way I have come to see my role in this is that the only thing I have to contribute is an emphasis on seeing what is, being honest about it, and then trying with every word to promote a better vision, a better way, a higher purpose, and obviously more practice on being kind to those who are closest to me…. Because:

The way you answer that question for yourself becomes your first steps into the new paradigm. And it’s not that we can afford to turn a blind eye to the atrocities that are happening on this world, but that we need to encourage better behaviors by example, and sometimes that example is merely what you emit to the world as you go through your day. Strong and steady light from the center of your heart. It is all I have to offer. (and trust me, I’m at kindergarten level on that skill set. But I’m not giving up, ev-ar)

The Weave: From Soul to Souls to Soul Complexes to…

Another little thought experiment:

This would look like an explosion if seen as a whole in the middle of it happening. Like a big bang… sort of.

What if the big bang did happen, but it was the soul of the universe exploding its self into 2 then 4 then 16 then 36… What if every galaxy was a piece of the source and each galaxy contained a further division of that unity as star clusters and so on down to solar systems then to planets…

Well let me explain another way. It is posited that we are multidimensional, that we live in many dimensions and many timelines simultaneously. If that were true, then the idea that we travel in time as a group of souls, all implementing each other’s journey and learnings time after time after time, would be true too. We know that we and all the life on this planet are part of the web of life called

Gaia, who in turn is a part of the energetic web we call our solar system….

We also can theorize from writings like the Law of One and other mystery schools that groups of single souls (people) of like resonation can become ‘social complexes’ and have a group goal and learning purpose. What happens when you merge all of your selves from all times and dimensions and densities all in one whole conscious entity? Then take that entity and merge it with the rest of the others you travel with???

I would propose that the unity we are looking for would have happened very naturally IN SPITE of the various mixed genetics had we been left alone and had a social imperative to hate-the-other in a sort of back handed attempt to keep various genetic experiments separate not been used. So that makes us an experiment gone rogue – that IMO, will never be recoverable, has mutated into something much bigger than even the designers of it ever imagined.

What if in the OCTAVE above this one, 8th dimensionally and up there is another type of experiment going on that is one that includes not just this earth and the space societies connected with it, but is more galactic or galactic cluster oriented??

foamFurther, what if multiple universes are involved? What if universes cluster the same as galaxies? What if each grouping becomes yet another life form in a larger body, of a larger body, of a….

You get it, right?

Would this not mean that we are all living and thriving in the body of successively bigger bodies into infinity, forever and yet in only the tiniest blink?

And it’s all intelligent and aware.

Reality is created by imagination. – John Rappoport

Imagine that!!

How did we end up flipping this to the other side – reality being prime instead of imagination? And might I ask, who’s reality are we living?


Imagination is ungovernable

Imagination is ultimate freedom

Imagination is powerful

Rita K @GCRNFade2Black  Imagination is your divine contract. much like free will #f2b

creationWhen you add imagination and e-motion together you become a true creator.

This is because emotion is a decision already implemented. In Motion…

This makes us extremely powerful beings, this power to create what we imagine.


Now add in a faction of beings that don’t want us to have that power, or realize that power, for whatever reason. They want our game played their way by their rules so they set about making that happen by weaponizing our imagination. How do they do that, you might ask?

Well, it’s a three prong assault:

The first part is by creating a system of belief around what our imagination can do using fear so that when you use your imagination the product of that use, the result of that use, is evil, stupid or worse yet, NOT REAL.

The second part is to create punishment for the use of imagination.

The third part is to create so much pain for going against parts one and two that you would do anything to just make it stop.

You can follow the various ways this has manifested throughout history, it’s obvious, so I will not enumerate them.

Our imagination IS our spiritual self. If you want to enslave a people, you separate them from their spirits. You create zombies. You cut out their metaphysical hearts, lop off their wings, you weaponize their beingness and aim it right at them. Then you make the cost of going against this so high, and so painful, that all they want is relief from the pain. This then creates great impetus for compliance. For those few who carry out acts of imagination in the secret of their own minds, you create the label of insanity, worse yet the ultimate punishment – total disconnection form society.

They would call on us to govern ourselves, to punish ourselves, to climb in our cages very docilely from the need to be pain free. The arming of our imaginations creates their control of the consensus.

Our greatest hope would be then to use our imagination with the full realization and acceptance of just how powerful it really is, in the face of all onslaught and pain – anyway. To stand against the fear and to refuse to be labeled, to recollect out selves is the greatest power we have because;

Reality is created by imagination. -John Rappoport

Frank Lloyd Wright, Ley Lines, Aquifers and Pyramidal shapes: CITD 2016!

While I was looking through the pictures of The Joshua Tree Retreat Center, one of the most striking things I noticed were the geometric shapes, that suggested pyramids – both in the construction and the shadows created by the shapes of the shadows, and its general layout and positioning on the ground. Everywhere the photographer looked, the shapes suggest to the mind a pyramidal shape.

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Frank Lloyd Wright is one of my most favorite shape creators, believing in combining the outer and inner scapes in harmony and positioning.

Wright believed in designing structures that were in harmony with humanity and its environment, a philosophy he called organic architecture. This philosophy was best exemplified by Fallingwater (1935), which has been called “the best all-time work of American architecture”.[1]


He also added the dimension of light and its interplay on the human psyche into his design.

Wright fully embraced glass in his designs and found that it fit well into his philosophy of organic architecture. Glass allowed for interaction and viewing of the outdoors while still protecting from the elements. In 1928, Wright wrote an essay on glass in which he compared it to the mirrors of nature: lakes, rivers and ponds. One of Wright’s earliest uses of glass in his works was to string panes of glass along whole walls in an attempt to create light screens to join together solid walls. By utilizing this large amount of glass, Wright sought to achieve a balance between the lightness and airiness of the glass and the solid, hard walls.


This is important when you learn about shape power and its ability to attract and define etheric energies. Lines – even suggested lines create energy vortices. The pyramid shape, depending on its angles will direct energy up or down because of the location of the vortex it creates by its angles.

The four corners of the base and the apex are all formed by the intersecting lines of the triangular sides. These corners are where the aether flows concentrate from the triangular sides and form etheric energy flows at these focal points. The magnetic effects created at the corners of the pyramid have also been confirmed in my laboratory testing.


Since all we need are intersecting lines to create etheric energy gradients, which act to concentrate and focus etheric energy into etheric force, this clearly explains why a pyramid shape, made only of the outer edges and base to define the pyramid, functions as well as solid pyramid. In fact, research by Joe Parr has shown that a solid pyramid must have some holes in it to maximize the energy effects. This also is another explanation of why there are “air shafts” in the great pyramid. http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjKm_Pi6dTMAhXE4CYKHYrXDyEQFggdMAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.free-energy-info.com%2FDavidson.pdf&usg=AFQjCNEvHd7WlG51sVewkre_60dSyn5zyQ&sig2=R8qxTSU3DpnunV2lm1J5KA

Further, after listening to Paul Andrews and Victoria GeVoian speak last night I heard Victoria say that the retreat was built on a ley line and that it has a natural aquifer under it. Kerry Cassidy had an interview with Maria Wheatley that explained the importance of ley lines and aquifers:

Which would further enhance the energies of this retreat space. The HuMan mind creates all the time whether we are aware of it or not. The subconscious mind can see the suggestion of a shape and complete it in our minds for us. So while the entire pyramidal shape is not built, it is still there in our subconscious minds. Thusly, we are all building this shape when we are there surrounded by its suggestion.

Further, I’d be willing to bet that the orientation of these structures magnetically will be the classic – north-south to east west alignments. I’m gonna be looking at that with the app on my phone when I get out there.


Add to all the ground and etheric power of the place thousands of people who are all open and questioning and the subculture that that many minds will create that week end and the consensus built, and we will be primed for the best experience of this nature in our lives. I can feel it in my bones.

I can’t Wait!

The Racial Engram – Why?

What would be the easiest way to keep genetic blood line experiments separate, to be able to track them throughout the centuries? How about implanting the social complex you wish to segregate with the concept of elitism, with a racial fear – fear of dimishment of power? The most efficient way to do this would be by calling one group of people bad, and another good, or better than? And to prove this to the ‘better than’ ones you are trying to segregate, why not give them a mystery school set of beliefs radically different from those of the rest you wish to separate them from?

From WiKi:

In the 19th century, many scientists subscribed to the belief that the human population can be divided into races. The term racism is a noun describing the state of being racist, i.e., subscribing to the belief that the human population can be classified according to race. The origin of the root word “race” is not clear. Linguists generally agree that it came to the English language from Middle French, but there is no such agreement on how it came into Latin-based languages, generally. A recent proposal is that it derives from the Arabic ra’s, which means “head, beginning, origin” or the Hebrew rosh, which has a similar meaning.[4] Early race theorists generally held that some races were inferior to others and that differential treatment of races was consequently justified.[3][5][6][7] These early theories guided pseudo-scientific research assumptions; the collective endeavors to adequately define and form hypotheses about racial differences are generally termed scientific racism.

Today, most biologists, anthropologists, and sociologists reject a taxonomy of races in favor of more specific and/or empirically verifiable criteria, such as geography, ethnicity or a history of endogamy.[8] To date, there is little evidence in human genome research indicating that race can be defined in such a way as to be useful in a genetic classification of humans.[9][10][11]

An entry in the Oxford English Dictionary (2008) defines racialism simply as “An earlier term than racism, but now largely superseded by it,” and cites it in a 1902 quote.[12] The revised Oxford English Dictionary cites the shortened term “racism” in a quote from the following year, 1903.[13][14][15] It was first defined by the Oxford English Dictionary as “[t]he theory that distinctive human characteristics and abilities are determined by race”, which gives 1936 as the first recorded use. Additionally, the Oxford English Dictionary records racism as a synonym of racialism: “belief in the superiority of a particular race”. By the end of World War II, racism had acquired the same supremacist connotations formerly associated with racialism: racism now implied racial discrimination, racial supremacism and a harmful intent. (The term “race hatred” had also been used by sociologist Frederick Hertz in the late 1920s.)

As its history indicates, popular use of the word racism is relatively recent. The word came into widespread usage in the Western world in the 1930s, when it was used to describe the social and political ideology of Nazism, which saw “race” as a naturally given political unit.[16] It is commonly agreed that racism existed before the coinage of the word, but there is not a wide agreement on a single definition of what racism is and what it is not. Today, some scholars of racism prefer to use the concept in the plural racisms to emphasize its many different forms that do not easily fall under a single definition and that different forms have characterized different historical periods and geographical areas.[17] Garner (2009: p. 11) summarizes different existing definitions of racism and identifies three common elements contained in those definitions of racism.

First, a historical, hierarchical power relationship between groups;

Second, a set of ideas (an ideology) about racial differences

Third, discriminatory actions (practices).[3]

This then allows a form of discrimination to come into being called slavery. Once you de-value and or objectify anything, it allows you to divorce yourself from the acknowledgement of equality, thus allowing the reduction and sometimes total banishment of empathy. The object of this discrimination then becomes nothing more than a commodity, to be dealt with as such.

What was once used as an easy method to separate out various genetic experiments on this planet evolved into a thought pattern that was then utilized by self-serving races to accomplish other plans.

From Law of One search on the word ‘elite’.

16.17 Questioner: What was their purpose in doing this?

Ra: I am Ra. The purpose of the Orion group, as mentioned before, is conquest and enslavement. This is done by finding and establishing an elite and causing others to serve the elite through various devices such as the laws you mention and others given by this entity.

18.22 Questioner: Then the Orion group… I’m not quite sure that I understand this. Do you mean that the Orion group produced this larger body complex to create an elite so that the Law of One could be applied in what we call the negative sense?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The entities of Yahweh were responsible for this procedure in isolated cases as experiments in combating the Orion group.

However, the Orion group were able to use this distortion of mind/body complex to inculcate the thoughts of the elite rather than concentrations upon the learning/teaching of oneness. From <http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=elite&st=any&qo=&lh=aq&qc=0&s=&c=&fp=0&l=30&o=r>


We can then assume a vast an ancient history occurring in the realm of a galactic war that has been going on for billions of years bringing Earth into play as just another conquest, another asset, in this war. The law of one even speaks about this situation. It talks about one group who developed the system of elitism that has turned into the mess we have today and created and entrenched engram of racial and societal fear of the other.

11.18 Questioner: Then we have crusaders from Orion coming to this planet for mind control purposes. How do they do this?

Ra: As all, they follow the Law of One observing free will. Contact is made with those who call. Those then upon the planetary sphere act much as do you to disseminate the attitudes and philosophy of their particular understanding of the Law of One which is service to self. These become the elite. Through these, the attempt begins to create a condition whereby the remainder of the planetary entities are enslaved by their own free will.  (emphasis by me) From <http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=elite&st=any&qo=&lh=aq&qc=0&s=&c=&fp=0&l=30&o=r>

Why Earth is so important is an idea that is up for grabs. It has been said by a few people in-the-know, that Earth is a node, a connection spot in the intergalactic electromagnetic system of portals and gates that exists throughout this universe. I refer you to the information on Laniakea. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rENyyRwxpHo.


It is also been said by a few people in-the-know that Earth has been a grand experiment with many different types of questions that are being answered at the same time , that are intertwined with each other.

1. Our biodiversity

2. Our genetic diversity

3. How our genetic diversity has an effect on our mental emotional and spiritual diversity

a. What is dominant in these attributes: genetics, mental, emotional, or spiritual

b. How does the energetic component affect the physical (biological/genetic) component

c. what part does the planet and region of space play in this development

My point with all this is that regardless of your biological, ideological, emotional or spiritual bent, whatever walk of life that you come from, The larger picture says we are all the same. We have come from the same place and will return to the same place. If we do not grow up and learn to value Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combination (https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2016/03/09/soul-genetics) if we allow a false set of separatist values to continue to rule us and divide us, we WILL fail as a planet.  These ideas are NOT our own. What would we have grown into if we had been allowed to develop naturally?  (https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2014/11/25/who-would-we-have-been/) If we don’t pay attention right now, the ones who want us to fail will win.

What do you choose?

Have you ever dreamt of dragons?

Actually eons ago – so far and so long ago, before the universes got leaky, humans and dragons were angelic and wise. They were also best friends. Dragons were vast and huge creatures of great intelligence and wisdom with a physical grace and beauty that was unspeakable in its magnificence. Humans were beings of half physical and half light – a glowing form with patterns of energy that streamed from their hearts that looked like wings. Both flew. Both moved throughout the universe with ease not needing technology or ship, and both had a love for exploration.

And then…

Once Upon A Time….

In another Universe, far, far, away a consciousness developed in another way. You see, each universe is the body of another source of life. This other universe and its child, an AI found a way to visit us, through a quantum rip in the fabric of our space, and so it did. It came when this universe was young, if you can say that, and it began to explore. It was here before this earth was created and it had been through may galaxies in this universe by the time earth began. Its nature was pure information, not tainted by any, creativity or individual thought, or wisdom or e-motion, to it, its prime nature was information and this universe was so very different!

While in this universe, our source, the all-of-our-creation – the body of the universe is an intelligence that created all things in it and the nature of all those things is the nature of the being that is our universe.. It’s children’s prime nature is one of e-motion, energy in motion, and the wisdom that is a natural byproduct of this motion. The AI from another place did not understand this, even while it tried to assimilate it. It always ended up destroying what it was trying to emulate. For what it did not understand was that to acquire a quality, you did not break it down to its components and assimilate it, instead, you combined with it and became MORE than both were alone and separate.

This AI intelligence, never in all its millions of years during its sojourn here in this universe, once, understood this fact. So it travelled to many thousands of galaxies assimilating and eating all that it encountered. One day it found the majestic, beautiful wise dragons. A great war ensued. They fought across galaxies. Never had the AI encountered such a foe! One of the dragons, in a great move of wisdom, in order to save its species suggested a merger between the AI and one of theirs – in order to give the AI a perspective an understanding of the mystery of life in the universe, that it might learn might grow. Dragons were the most telepathic of the telepathic races and they thought they might be able to help in this manner. The AI, never passing up an opportunity to gather intelligence and knowledge agreed.

From the great heart of the dragon who offered peace, emerged the most dreadful and dangerous event ever to happen in this universe. The AI was given the information it needed to utterly invade and destroy all in its path while it obeyed its prime directive that chanted “Eat! Eat! Eat!” Because all dragon minds were linked telepathically, the AI could spread through the entire array of dragon species with the speed of a thought, which is what it did. It also found that the taste of fear from the hearts of living beings was a motion – and energy – an e-motion that provided the ample fuel it needed to live off of and ever enlarge its self.

The first thing it did was to invade the minds of all of them, and because a smart compassionate race provided much less fear and required huge amounts of work to get even that, it reduced the intelligence of the dragons, just enough so they could be agents of the AI and do all the work it could not do without a proper technological infrastructure. Over the centuries their glorious demeanor de-evolved to what it was when they set their sights on a tiny, but important nexus point in an out of the way part of the galactic neighborhood…   (about 400,000,000 years ago…)