In anticipation of crumble on my coffee cake

2(freaking):30 am in the morning…  I came to full on awake with a sense of (like the title says) anticipation. But why? 

Things are stirring, changes like underground earth quakes are rumbling in the force. I feel it. Like a shot of adrenalin. There is a shifting of the energy, a rearrangement of people, narratives – words being used differently. A fog is lifting and I have noticed it in people who were mentally lost, even they are waking. 

It is interesting that I even noticed the ‘pressure’ I spoke about in my last entry, and I wouldn’t have if I hadn’t had it taken away for a few brilliant seconds. It was a rather profound illustration of the frog story. 

It made me realize something is trying really hard to put a lid on humanity and the planet. But we are resisting – STANDING. Holding our ground. We are finally rallying together in great enough numbers. Not so much on a waking consciousness level, but more in a huge group subconscious level, maybe spurred on by the language of the people who know, who are speaking outwardly in great numbers. We are all subunits of the bigger consciousness of the planet and thus all connected even if we are not aware of it in waking consciousness, but at a much deeper level we are a unit. Those who get it in the waking state are effecting the sleepers from the subconscious level where we all connect. A perfect example of this is Cliff High’s work.

My theory: the more the planet embodies the truth, the truthier it becomes. The more real the truth becomes through subconscious alignment, the easier it manifests. We are gathering steam on a better future thanks to all the wonderful imagineers out there, the creators, authors, artists (who help feed the reality of our next step), those we say yes to in our intentional hearts. We really do decide and create, but it happens in the whole brain, not just the waking part. I’m feeling alignment happen bringing greater connectivity and energy flow through the substrata of us. I can almost breathe – taste it in the air…

It has taken great strength from humanity to stand and not crumble into dust and it has become quite clear that it is our number one task right now. Crumble is NOT an option. Crumble is for toppings on coffee cakes. Period.

Little old ladies…

I woke at 2:24 from a dream where someone was convincing me that earth was a closed system, connected to nothing, in a vacuum, locked in a non-space. Almost like that place that superman locked up the criminals from Krypton. I asked questions in this dream and the more I asked the nastier the answers got, until I was left with a picture of the planet as a white dot of poisonous mold. 

The last thing I said before I broke communication was 

“You are wrong! Earth is an open system within a vast universe.”

“You can’t prove that.” it said.

I replied, “I don’t have to, I’ll take it by faith and my gut!!!”


My body was in discomfort, I got up to pee and stumbled back to bed, doing some deep breathing and finally fell back to sleep. You know, I don’t care whether I should have proof or not, I know it deep it my heart, but I imagine that is what the slime wants us to believe. 

They are really loosing when they come to attack little old ladies in the middle of the night.

Then this morning on the way back from getting groceries (brats n burgers because it will be 70 degrees today!) I was ruminating on that dream and Zing! Into my head came one of those complete pictures with body feelings and emotion and cognition. It was powerful. 

Imagine that soon here, the constraints we are living under just disappear, and the effect is so profound that it feels like coming up from immense pressure like deep scuba diving. It felt like my soul could breathe, finally. My body could breathe, the light could get through to it and all I could think was there it is! The clarity was stunning. And I could only hold it, embody it, for a about 30 seconds before it started to fade, but it was amazing. 

Interesting that the dream sucked you-know-what, but the morning’s direct cognition was a billion times more powerful and true. I’m putting it out there because I want to share what was given, and because you all should know what it felt like. It’s a reality and I feel like its coming soon.

Hold on, keep standing, its almost here. 

But, so-n-so said…

There are times when I doubt every story, legend and narrative that I have ever heard. 

All of them. Good, bad or ugly. It seems as though everything has the seeds of everything else in it. They who believe in either side, use what they ‘know’ as a flat out excuse for bad behaviour in omission or commission. And either way, it always winds up hurting someone or something in the process. 

What was it John Kennedy said?

“The very word “secrecy” is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are as a people inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and to secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it.”


Then there are those who proceed to creatively dream a different story, like ‘Elvis is not dead’, and neither are a whole litany of other people, it seems. The aliens took them, or they were cloned or they are hiding out somewhere, somewhen. 

But its always about how we the people, the useless can’t take the truth, or some such nonsense, that is the excuse they use to refuse to tell the truth. And as they say,

“The lie is different at every layer”. 

And we can’t go on (ignoring them) and just accept all their shenanigans as if they were a truth (by realizing they never will tell the truth) because they are deeply and irrevocably hurting ‘we the people’ with those lies on purpose. On Purpose.

There is actually a point where if you don’t knock the mosquitoes off your ankles you will not be able to walk…

Which, inevitably leads to having to look at all the sheer idiocy going on around you, because it is the only thing left to do. And, although jumping down rabbit holes may start out fun, after a while your knees start to hurt and you get muddy and cold, and its hard to see down there and it smells… if you catch my drift. Its much nicer up here in the sunlight and very clear boundaries of everyday life. 

However, if you’ll notice all those rabbit holes connect into giant warrens that are all interconnected and as with any system like that there will be a spot someone topside will step on and cave in the entire system. We are there. 

Be ready to give up all cherished ideas, legends and narratives you ever had about everything. Its all about to fall. And then, the only thing you will have to rely on is your own integrity and your own heart. You will have to be ready to take the ideas from whatever legend etc. and divest them from the ‘hero’ of the story and see if they fit in your heart. If they do, well then, keep them. But keep them on your own terms, not because so and so said them. Be ready to carry upon your own shoulders that which you know in your own heart is right and walk tall with it. Its really what we were meant to do from the first, but somehow that got garbled into so and so said…

As this ‘system’ of lies falls, you will be faced with looking it straight in the eyes and saying, “I do not agree, I will not comply,”  and you will have to do it with all the conviction and strength you have. Really it was all we had in the first place, and as this debacle closes out, it is all we will be left with.

Use it well, and create better. It will all be new and we will be responsible for all of it – not a so and so. We, each one of us, together. 

“Its a new world if you can take it.”

– Col. Philip Corso

Out of Russia Will Come Hope

Out of Russia Will Come Hope

by: ALISON RAY                                                                         

Edgar Cayce gave 29 readings from 1921 to 1944 that have been grouped together as “World Affairs Readings” since the requestors were seeking to better understand the events happening around them from a global perspective (Series 3976).  These readings twice mention that “out of Russia will come the hope of the world.” We have recently noticed that some online posters are claiming that this “hope” is tied to a specific person. But rather than referring to an individual, the readings seem to indicate the spirit of the nation. The first statement, given in 1932, specifically mentions Russia’s gradual religious development. The second, given in 1944, seems to suggest that it is rather the concern of the Russian people for their fellow man that is the basis for this hope. There is also a suggestion that an equitable partnership between Russia and the United States could become beneficial for both as Russia possesses more raw resources than any other nation and the U.S. has better abilities to develop those resources.

In Reading 3976-10, given on Feb. 8, 1932, the suggestion to the sleeping Cayce included a request for a “plan for establishing peace on earth and good will among men.” 

(Q) What should be the attitude of so-called capitalist nations toward Russia?

(A) On Russia’s religious development will come the greater hope of the world. Then that one, or group, that is the closer in its relationships, may fare the better in the gradual changes and final settlement of conditions as to the rule of the world.
(Q) Should the United States recognize the present government in Russia?

(A) Many conditions should be considered, were this to be answered correctly. You could say yes and no, and both be right, with the present attitude of both peoples as a nation, and both be wrong; for there is to come, there will come, an entire change in the attitude of both nations as powers in the financial and economical world. As for those of raw resources, Russia surpasses all other nations. As for abilities for development of same, those in the United States are the farthest ahead. Then these united, or upon an equitable basis, would become – or could become-powers; but there are many interferences for those already investments, those already under questions, will take years to settle.

The suggestion given by the conductor, Gertrude Cayce, for reading 3976-29 on June 22, 1944, provides a framework for understanding and interpreting the deeper meaning of the comments about individual nations:


It has been indicated through this channel that much might be given regarding what the vibrations of nations, as individuals, might mean. You will give such information concerning these vibrations and their relations to the spirit of the various nations, particularly in connection with the seven sins and twelve virtues in the human family, which will be helpful to us as an organization and as individuals in our attempt to be channels of blessing to our fellow men. You will then answer the questions, which may be submitted, as I ask them.

From his trance state, Edgar Cayce responded:

What then of nations? In Russia there comes the hope of the world, not as that sometimes termed of the Communistic, of the Bolshevistic; no. But freedom, freedom! that each man will live for his fellow man! The principle has been born. It will take years for it to be crystallized, but out of Russia comes again the hope of the world. Guided by what? That friendship with the nation that hath even set on its present monetary unit “In God We Trust.” (Do ye use that in thine own heart when you pay your just debts? Do ye use that in thy prayer when ye send thy missionaries to other lands? “I give it, for in God we trust”? Not for the other fifty cents either!)  (3976-29)

Edgar Cayce did predict World War II, but the readings do not suggest that there will be a third World War. In 1935, he warned a 29-year-old freight agent of catastrophic events that were building within the international community: 

…unless there is interference from what may be called by many the supernatural forces and influences, that are active in the affairs of nations and peoples, the whole world-as it were-will be set on fire by the militaristic groups and those that are “for” power and expansion in such associations… (416-7)

The readings rarely predicted specific future events, because they were given in response to specific questions. Additional information was not usually volunteered by the sleeping prophet. The future is still in flux. While Cayce’s predictions were based on the current conditions, individuals could assert their will and change what might happen. The readings where Russia is mentioned do not mention an individual, a definite outcome, nor a timeframe. It is important to remember that all of us collectively, with our thoughts and actions, create the future. And as Cayce said, peace begins with self. 

If ye would know peace and harmony, bring peace and harmony to the experience of another soul. (262-87)

Alison Ray
 works as marketing manager for Edgar Cayce’s A.R.E. where she is responsible for membership, public information, and Venture Inward. Before moving from Chicago to Virginia Beach, she was the Assistant Vice President of Discover Home Loans, a private label mortgage program under Morgan Stanley, offering home equity loans to Discover Card members. A long-time Egypt enthusiast, she regularly practices meditation and Tai Chi, and makes jewelry.