How is 5G connected to the stupidcvirus?

This is a definitive look on how all the dots connect. This article.

There is massive evidence out there now, about what is literally going on that you don’t see, but are being utterly brainwashed to want that will ultimately become your demise: 5G.

“If you are not paying for the product then, you ARE the product”

from the movie ‘The Social Dilemma on Netflix’

It’s the gradual, slight, imperceptible CHANGE in your own behaviour and perception that is the product…

It’s hard to connect an electrical impulse to an illness, WiFi and Bluetooth rule our lives now and we can not even work, or do jobs, that don’t use this convenience. The above article explains how pulsed millimeter waves, more than the frequency, are responsible for the creation of electrical imbalances in the body tissues that are creating the current symptomology of a viral look-alike illness. The symptoms and body distress are VERY real, but no singular virus can be found… Of course they are finding RNA (think pcs of DNA) floating through our systems because the pulsed 5G frequencies are BREAKING apart cells in the body, and the body is frantically trying to clear them out. It does that by stuffing them in a structure similar to cell walls. I call it cell poop, because the cell has evacuated it from its internal structure, packaged it and sent it on its way out of the body. Depending on how irradiated you are you will have lots of junk in your waterways and blood trying to find its way out, or not. The pulsed frequencies of 5G can even break apart the cell poop containers placing your body under more stress as it tries to clean this up by using the immune system…

ICNIRP, EU, UK and other “safety guidelines” are all based on average intensities over a 6 minute period, with allowable exposures set by SAR, a measure of heating. Predictions of these safety guidelines have been tested by 8 different highly repeated types of studies and each of these 8 shows that the safety guidelines fail and fail massively.

Modulating pulsations, nanosecond pulses and paired nanosecond pulses of identical polarity each produce large effects that the safety guidelines claim cannot be produced. These pulsation effects are of high relevance to 5G because 5G is designed to be very highly pulsed in order to carry vast amounts of information per second because it is the pulsations that carry the information.

Other types of evidence showing that the safety guidelines do not predict biological effects include the calcium channel blocker studies which show that low-intensity EMF exposures produce effects through VGCC (voltage-gated calcium channel) activation rather than by heating, the many reviews showing non-thermal health impacts discussed above and the findings that there are exposure windows that produce maximum effects but lower and higher intensity exposures produce much lower effects. The failure of the “safety guidelines” to predict biological effects and therefore safety means that these are not safety guidelines. Consequently, any claims of safety made by the multi-trillion euro telecommunications industry based on these “safety guidelines” are simply fraudulent.


1889: first powerline harmonic radiation – influenza pandemic

1918: Radio LF and VLF – Spanish influenza

1957: Radar – Asian influenza

1968: Satellites – Hong Kong influenza

And so it goes from there – every major health problem today can be linked to another frequency that we are swimming in. I recommend the book, “The Electric Rainbow” by Arthur Firstenberg for a full picture of every indication that the electrification of our world has had on our physical well being and that of all the life forms on earth.

The research on this has been ongoing for quite some time and there is now definitive proof of  how this is effecting our health, DNA and our evolution. There is hope because we are still here. We do learn to adapt and those of us walking the earth today have bodies that have overcome these problems created by increased electrification.

There is only one caveat that I would call your attention to, and it is this. The infamous ‘They’ now know how to alter the pulsations of 5G accurately enough to warrant our notice. They can create things like the stupidcvirus. They can create worse forms like they are going to try to do in November – December. Be aware that they can now pretty much decimate us with the flip of a switch – a globalist’s wet dream. I encourage you to do your homework, do your research, detoxify your body, eliminate as much as you can those sources of toxicity in your life and hang on!

Large numbers of non-thermal pathophysiological EMF effects can be explained through the action of VGCC activation as produced by two different pathways of action shown in Fig. 1 below: the calcium signaling pathway and the peroxynitrite/free radical/oxidative stress/inflammation pathway. These include are 9 types of effects produced from microwave frequency non-thermal effects as shown in from 9 to 38 different reviews: Lowered male and female fertility; increased neurological/neuropsychiatric effects; 3 types of effects on cellular DNA; endocrine (hormonal) effects; increased apoptosis (programmed cell death); cardiac effects on the electrical control of the heart; oxidative stress/free radical damage; excessive [Ca2+]i; cancer.

Penetration of Millimeter Wave Effects

What can we say, then, about 5G? MM-waves used for 5G also work via VGCC activation. 5G is designed to carry extraordinarily high amounts of information per second and is, therefore, extraordinarily highly pulsed. The electrical parts of these MM-waves do not penetrate well into buildings, such that millions of 5G antennae are planned in close proximity to our home, schools, churches, businesses, etc, such that it will be nearly impossible to avoid exposures. Given the high pulsation level for 5G radiation, even short exposures may well produce severe biological effects. In addition to this, the finding that 5G systems involve output power sometimes like 30 times higher output than did previous systems, we have an strong argument for disaster (Human exposure to RF fields in 5G downlinkI Nasim, S Kim – arXiv preprintarXiv:1711.03683, 2017 –

It has been argued by the industry that 5G will only produce effects in the outer millimeter of the body because of the absorption of 5G radiation and other MM-wave frequency EMFs. It is the case that 5G and other millimeter wave frequencies will produce very strong surface effects which are of major concern. But it has also been shown that MM-waves produce highly penetrating effects, impacting human brain function and EEG activity and also impacting many internal organs in animals.

Zalyobokskaya NP, 1977. Biological effect of millimeter radiowaves. Vrachebnoye Delo 3: 116-119. Declassified and Approved for release 2012/05/10: CIA-RDP88B01125R000300120005-6 Levedeva NN, Reactions of the central nervous system to peripheral effects of low-intensity EHF emissions. Approved for release 2000/08/10: CIA-RDP96-00792R000100070001-9 Potekhina IL, Akoyev GN, Yenin LD, Oleyner 1992 Effects of low-intensity electromagnetic radiation in the millimeter range on the cardiovascular system of the white rat. Fiziol Zh 78:35-41Numerous other citations showing penetrating effects of millimeter waves are cited in: Betskii OY &Lebedeva NN. Low-intensity millimeter waves in biology and medicine. In: Clinical Application of Bioelectromagnetic Medicine, Marcel Decker, New York, pp. 30-61. A very recent paper came to the same conclusion that millimeter waves produce highly penetrating effects for the same reason, extensive empirical evidence: Kostoff et al (Toxicol Lett 2020:323;35-40).

So the industry claims are wrong on this as in so many other areas. How can we get such penetrating effects? The magnetic parts of the coherent EMFs are highly penetrating. They place forces on dissolved ions in the aqueous parts of our cells and bodies, moving those ions and regenerating the electrical parts of the EMFs with the same frequency and pulsations, just much lower intensity. Those can then activate theVGCC voltage sensor because of its extraordinary sensitivity to the electrical forces of even very weak EMFs. So the physics again tells us how the system works on the main actual biological target of the VGC voltage sensor.

The impacts of any full-fledged 5G (it always works together with 4G) will be vastly worse than any initial impacts seen following the turning on of 5G, because initially 5G has little to communicate with, so it will initially have much less pulsation. My six worst nightmares is that 5G will produce widespread in most cases universal or near-universal impact of the following types (and each of these needs to be considered in detail, based on the available evidence):

1. A rapid and irreversible crash in human reproduction to close to zero, based mainly but not solely on the impacts on male reproduction.

2. A rapid (albeit somewhat slower than in 1) crash in our collective brain function produced by massive impacts on human brain structure and function.

3. Very early-onset Alzheimer’s dementia also caused by the human brain impact seen in 2.

4. Autism and ADHD caused primarily by perinatal 4G/5G exposures.

5. Massive deterioration in the human gene pool, caused by the DNA effects in human sperm and possibly also on human eggs.

6. Widespread sudden cardiac death in all age ranges caused by the EMF impacts on the pacemaker cells in the sino-atrial node of the heart.

What are we actually seeing initially from 5G?

The reports of human effects in Switzerland included many reports of neurological/neuropsychiatric effects and also cardiac effects .

There are, of course many reviews reporting such effects, as discussed above, following EMF exposures. The physicians in Stuttgart reported these same two types of effects following 5G rollout and in addition, high amounts of electromagnetic hypersensitivity (EHS).

All three of these effects were reported to occur following smart meter exposures in both the Lamech and also the Conrad studies; all three were also reported to occur in the largest EMF occupational exposures studies ever performed as reviewed by Professor Emeritus Karl Hecht. The difference is that the effects appear to be much more severe following 5G exposure as opposed to the occupational exposure studies or even the smart meter studies. I am aware of still more severe apparent 5G neuropsychiatric effects in Southern California, but those have not been published to date. We have every reason to believe that any full fledged 5G system, communicating with the “internet of things” will produce still vastly greater effects than any of these initial findings.

It was proudly announced in England that an ambulance service will be using 5G communication between the ambulances and the hospitals served by them. The first such ambulance, it was proudly announced, was to be put into operation in Coventry in the West Midlands region of the UK:

So what happened when that 5G ambulance was operational? What happened is that three of the ambulance personnel died within an 11 day period of apparent suicide: Three NHS workers die suddenly while working for same ‘toxic’ ambulance trust. Could 5G be related? Alan Selby Mirror Sun, 24 Nov 2019 02:23 UTC; 22/concern-for-welfare-of-east-of-england-ambulance-staff-after-three-deaths-in-11-days/

Shortly before their deaths a whistleblower wrote to the East of England Ambulance Service NHS Trust’s boss complaining about psychological abuse. There are widespread neuropsychiatric effects produced by low-intensity EMF exposures, including depression. Depression can cause suicide and various neuropsychiatric effects may well lead to abusive behavior.

Two large occurrences of panic in cattle in the North Friesland area of the Netherlands correlated with 5G testing exposures:

This should not be surprising, given that EMF exposures cause neurological/neuropsychiatric effects. Two specific mechanisms are likely to be involved in producing panic in cattle. Excessive VGCC activity produces fear conditioning in animals and in humans (Kabir et al, J Physiol 2016; 20:5823-5837). EMFs also acting via excessive VGCC activity also produce large increases in the release of norepinephrine, the fight or flight hormone. These two are likely to act together to produce panic. The impact of EMFs on milk production in dairy cattle suggests that cattle may be quite sensitive to EMF effects. There are also several incidences of bizarre, aggressive behavior of cattle and sheep from Germany that may also be related to 5G radiation effects:







Each of these needs to be clearly investigated for possible roles of 5G radiation. The 5th of these is the most clearly linked to 5G because the cow involved is from North Friesland, where cattle were, as noted in the second paragraph above, exposed to 5G radiation. Each of these must be investigated before any final conclusions can be drawn. However given that the “safety guidelines” have been repeatedly shown to fail to predict biological effects and therefore safety and that therefore, all assurances of safety based on those “safety guidelines” are fraudulent, and that there are plausible mechanisms by which EMF exposures can cause these effects, it is essential that the obvious possible cause, electromagnetic field exposures from 5G and/or high antenna density 4G radiation, should be extensively studied.

There have been a series of very unusual human birth defects, in both Germany and France, involving aberrant limb development, such as aberrant hand and finger structure and even missing hands or missing arms.

France launches nationwide investigation after babies born with missing or malformed limbs

None of the many articles on these limb birth defects have suggested a link to 5G EMF exposures but such a link should be considered. The reason for that is that Bates et al, Ion Channels in Development and Cancer, Annu Rev Cell Dev Biol 2015; 31: 231-247 showed that elevation of both VGCC activity and also elevation of other voltage-gated ion channels can produce aberrant limb development. While the excessive activities of single channels do not produce aberrations identical to those in these recent human birth defects, a combination of excessive voltage-gated ion channel activities may well do so. Among the genetic studies showing that excessive activity of a particular VGCC produce limb developmental defects are the studies on Timothy syndrome. The Timothy syndrome mutation produces much higher VGCC activity because the closing mechanism of the channel is defective, such that activated channels close extremely slowly such that they produce much higher [Ca2+]i. The Timothy syndrome mutation produces not only limb development aberrations but also severe cases of autism and also cardiac effects. Most Timothy syndrome individuals die of apparent sudden cardiac death at age ranges circa 3 to 7 years old – the oldest known Timothy syndrome individual died at age 13. Here we have two effects produced or apparently produced by 5G exposures, the cardiac effects and the limb birth defects and a third proposed to be caused perinatal by 5G exposures, namely autism, all linked in their causation to VGCC activation.

There were hundreds of birds that died of apparent sudden cardiac death during three days of 5G testing in a park near Rotterdam.

There had been earlier stories published on these bird deaths where the industry denied doing 5G testing but in this article, it was shown that workers had been told to lie about those tests. It has been shown in rodents that MM-wave exposure (non-pulsed) can cause sudden cardiac death (Potekhina IL, Akoyev GN, Yenin LD, Oleyner 1992 Effects of low-intensity electromagnetic radiation in the millimeter range on the cardiovascular system of the white rat. Fiziol Zh 78:35-41 (in Russian)), making it very plausible that these bird deaths were in fact caused by 5G exposures. A second apparent large epidemic of birds falling out the sky of apparent cardiac death occurred last October shortly after the 5G ambulance was turned on in Coventry (see discussion above): , In October, there were already reports that birds fell down from the sky outside the Coventry hospital, after 5G antennas were turned on to enable the Smart Ambulance 5G wireless system in Coventry. See link:

Insect will be massively impacted by 5G EMFs. In 2000 and 2001, two US patents issued for the use of millimeter wave EMFs as insecticides (patent #s 6,073,365 and 6,192,598). These were for using nonpulsed EMFs not the extraordinarily pulsed and therefore dangerous 5G EMFs. 5G will likely cause massive fires because of the impact of 5G EMFs on plants. EMFs impact plants producing large increases in intracellular calcium levels which act in turn to produce large increases in highly volatile and highly flammable terpenes. This, in turn, can make the plants burn as if they were sprayed with a light spray of gasoline. We may have seen the first 5G fires. Five cities along the east coast of South Korea, where some of the earliest 5G rollouts in the world occurred, had their 5G systems turned on – late April 3, 2019. The five unprecedented fires occurred in those same cities 1 ½ days later, April 5, 2019!;

Other possible 5G fires may have also occurred in 2019 in areas of Southern California where 5G was rolled out, including along I405 freeway.

Role of 5G in the Coronavirus Epidemic in Wuhan China

Wuhan, the capital of Hubei province in China, was chosen to be China’s first 5G “smart city” and the location of China’s first smart 5G highway. Wuhan is also the center of the horrendous coronavirus epidemic. The possible linkage between these two events was first discussed in an Oct. 31, 2019 article entitled: “Wuhan was the province where 5G was rolled out, now the center of deadly virus”

The question that is being raised here is not whether 5G is responsible for the virus, but rather whether 5G radiation, acting via VGCC activation may be exacerbating the viral replication or the spread or lethality of the disease. Let’s backtrack and look at the recent history of 5G in Wuhan in order to get some perspective on those questions. An Asia Times article, dated Feb.12,2019 ( stated that there were 31 different 5G base stations (that is antennae) in Wuhan at the end of 2018. There were plans developed later such that approximately 10,000 5G antennae would be in place at the end of 2019, with most of those being on 5G LED smart street lamps. The first such smart street lamp was put in place on May 14, 2019 (, but large numbers only started being put in place in October, 2019, such that there was a furious pace of such placement in the last 2 ½ months of 2019. These findings show that the rapid pace of the coronavirus epidemic developed at least roughly as the number of 5G antennae became extraordinarily high. So we have this finding that China’s 1st 5G smart city and smart highway is the epicenter of this epidemic and this finding that the epidemic only became rapidly more severe as the numbers of 5G antennae skyrocketed.

Are these findings coincidental or does 5G have some causal role in exacerbating the coronavirus epidemic? In order to answer that question, we need to determine whether the downstream effects of VGCC activation exacerbate the viral replication, the effects of viral infection, especially those that have roles in the spread of the virus and also the mechanism by which this coronavirus causes death. Accordingly, the replication of the viral RNA is stimulated by oxidative stress: J Mol Biol. 2008 Nov 28;383(5):1081-96. Variable oligomerization modes in coronavirus non-structural protein 9. Ponnusamy R, Moll R, Weimar T, Mesters JR, Hilgenfeld R.

Other aspects of viral replication including those involved in the spread of the virus are stimulated by increased intracellular calcium [Ca2+]i, oxidative stress, NF-kappaB elevation, inflammation and apoptosis, each of which are increased following EMF exposure. The first citation below shows an important role of VGCC activation in stimulating coronavirus infection.

Virology. 2020 Jan 2;539:38-48. Porcine deltacoronavirus (PDCoV) modulates calcium influx to favor viral replication. Bai D, et al.

J Virol. 2011 May;85(9):4234-45. Distinct severe acute respiratory syndrome coronavirus-induced acute lung injury pathways in two different nonhuman primate species. Smits SL, et al.

Cell Calcium. 2018 Nov;75:30-41. NAADP-dependent Ca2+ signaling regulates Middle East respiratory syndrome-coronavirus pseudovirus translocation through the endolysosomal system. Gunaratne GS, et al.

J Virol. 2011 May;85(9):4234-45. Distinct severe acute respiratory syndrome coronavirus-induced acute lung injury pathways in two different nonhuman primate species. Smits SL, et al.

Proteome Sci. 2011 Mar 8;9:11. Proteomic analysis of chicken embryonic trachea and kidney tissues after infection in ovo by avian infectious bronchitis coronavirus. Cao Z, et al.

Res Vet Sci. 2015 Jun;100:12-7. Serum biomarkers of oxidative stress in cats with feline infectious peritonitis. Tecles F, et al.

J Infect Dis. 2008 Mar 15;197(6):812-6. Glucose-6-phosphate dehydrogenase deficiency enhances human coronavirus infection. Wu YH et al.

J Virol. 1998 Jun;72(6):4918-24. Transmissible gastroenteritis coronavirus induces programmed cell death in infected cells through a caspase-dependent pathway. Eleouet JF, et al.

The predominant cause of death from this coronavirus is pneumonia. Pneumonia is greatly exacerbated by each of those five downstream effects of VGCC activation, excessive intracellular calcium, oxidative stress, NF-kappaB elevation, inflammation and apoptosis. The first of the citations listed below shows that calcium channel blockers, the same type of drugs that block EMF effects, are useful in the treatment of pneumonia. This predicts that EMFs, acting via VGCC activation, will produce increasingly severe pneumonia and therefore 5G radiation as well as other types of EMFs may well increase pneumonia deaths.

Zheng et al. 2016 Preadmission Use of Calcium Channel Blockers and Outcomes After Hospitalization With Pneumonia: A Retrospective Propensity-Matched Cohort Study. Am J Ther. 2017 Jan/Feb;24(1):e30- e38.

Fang et al. 2017 Pneumolysin-Dependent Calpain Activation and Interleukin-1α Secretion in Macrophages Infected with Streptococcus pneumoniae. Infect Immun. 2017 Aug 18;85(9). pii: e00201-17.

Fettel et al. 2019 Sphingosine-1-phosphate (S1P) induces potent anti-inflammatory effects in vitro and in vivo by S1P receptor 4-mediated suppression of 5-lipoxygenase activity. FASEB J. 2019 Feb;33(2):1711- 1726.

Liu and Shi. 2019 Calcium-activated chloride channel regulator 1 (CLCA1): More than a regulator of chloride transport and mucus production. World Allergy Organ J. 2019 Nov 29;12(11):100077.

Sci Rep. 2018 Oct 18;8(1):15393. Surfactant protein D attenuates acute lung and kidney injuries in pneumonia-induced sepsis through modulating apoptosis, inflammation and NF-κB signaling. Du J, et al.

Curr Neurovasc Res. 2020 Jan 28. MicroRNA (miR)-429 promotes inflammatory injury by targeting kruppel-like factor 4 (KLF4) in neonatal pneumonia. Zhang L, et al.

Life Sci. 2019 Jul 1;228:189-197. Long noncoding RNA SNHG16 targets miR-146a-5p/CCL5 to regulate LPS-induced WI-38 cell apoptosis and inflammation in acute pneumonia. Zhou Z, et al.

These all argue that 5G radiation is likely to greatly exacerbate the spread of the coronavirus and to greatly increase the lethality of the infections produced by it. The good news is that it is likely that those of us that live in areas with no 5G radiation and who avoid other EMFs wherever possible will probably escape much of the impacts of this prospective global pandemic. It is highly probable that one of the best things Wuhan can do to control the epidemic in the city is to turn off the 4G/5G system.

In summary, we have a series of 5G linked events that have occurred in more than one situation, where we have plausible mechanisms by which 5G radiation can cause them and where we know that counter arguments are based on “safety guidelines” which fail to predict biological effects and are, therefore, fraudulent. These include:

1. Neurological/neuropsychiatric effects reported both in Switzerland and in Stuttgart Germany, effects similar to but more severe than effects caused by other EMF exposures.

2. Three suicides within 11 days of each other in the first 5G ambulance personnel

3. Cardiac effects also reported in both in Switzerland and in Stuttgart Germany, effects similar to those found in in humans in following other EMF exposures as well as in animal experimental studies.

4. Two cases of massive, almost instantaneous 5G bird sudden cardiac death effects, one in the Netherlands and one in the UK.

5. We have cases of mass panic in cattle, as well as unusual aggressive behavior in cattle and sheep.

6. We have multiple cases of human limb birth defects in France and Germany.

7. We have multiple cases of apparent 5G fires in Korea and in Southern California.

8. We have large apparent increases in EHS in Stuttgart Germany. While this is a single example, to my knowledge, similar although more slowly developing examples of EHS have been shown to occur in occupational EMF exposure studies and in the two smart meter studies. The case may be weaker here, because it is based solely on the Stuttgart example, but is still substantial.

9. Four downstream effects produced by EMFs acting via VGCC activation, oxidative stress, NFkappaB elevation, inflammation and apoptosis greatly stimulate both coronavirus infectious process, including aspects involved in viral spreading and also pneumonia, the predominant cause of death in the Wuhan coronavirus epidemic. It follows from this that the “coincidence” that Wuhan, China’s first smart 5G city and location of China’s first 5G highway and the other “coincidence” that the epidemic was first discovered when high 5G antenna densification started, with the severity of the epidemic and death rate increasing very rapidly as circe 8,000 5G antennae were built all over the city of Wuhan. It is, therefore, highly probable that these are not coincidences but rather involve causal roles of 5G EMFs.

In each of these cases, as stated above, we have plausible mechanisms by which each of them can be produced by 5G EMF exposure and where all contrary claims based on “safety guidelines” are simply fraudulent. In the eight of these of these effects (#8 being an apparent exception), we have a prima facie case for 5G causation. And let me repeat that any effects seen with the initial “rollout” of 5G radiation will be a tiny fraction of those predicted by a mature 5G system interacting with the “internet of things” because any initial 5G system has very little to communicate with on initial rollout and therefore will produce only a tiny fraction of highly pulsed EMF effects of such a mature system. The very high impacts of modulating and nonmodulating pulses mean that the extraordinarily high level of modulating pulses in 5G radiation, with those pulses communicating vast amounts of information per second, means that 5G radiation is vastly more dangerous than the exposures we previously have had and those previous exposures have already having massive impacts on us and on other organisms.

The eight apparent 5G effects listed above do not include other predicted massive effects of 5G radiation where we have no evidence of whether they are occurring or not but where we have evidence of important causal roles of other EMF exposures. These include:

1. Massive impacts on male reproduction, where 5G radiation may well produce very rapid crashes in male reproduction to close to zero.

2. Universal of near universal very early onset Alzheimer’s dementias (AD). Here we know that all you have to do to produce universal or near universal very early onset AD in a rat model, is to give a series of EMF pulses during one day and even during one second. If you give pulses every day, you get universal or near universal AD in six month old rats (roughly the equivalent age of a 12 year old child).

3. Universal or near universal autism. We know, from genetic studies, that human autism is caused by excessive VGCC activity and because this is the primary mechanism of action of EMFs, including MM-wave EMFs of 5G, it is highly plausible that the very highly pulsed 5G may cause universal or near universal autism. 4. Very high levels of germ line mutations caused by the impact of 5G radiation acting via VGCC activation on the DNA of human sperm and on the DNA of human oocytes. What this argues is that what little human reproduction survives the effects of #1 may well be heavily impacted by very high levels of de novo mutation.

Possible causation of each of these by 5G radiation could have been tested by animal model studies, before any 5G rollout. It is my opinion that it is an atrocity of almost unbelievable proportions that no such tests have been done. All of this argues that 5G presents threats of the sort that we have never seen before – multiple imminent existential threats to our survival.

by: Dr. Thomas Cowan


The Unidentified Enemy

In a dream caught in the astral covid nightmare, I am observing people walking around with squares of TV fuzz above their heads. These range in color from very light almost translucent to almost black. The darker the squares the more ‘infected’ and controlled you were. I was seeing it from someone else’s view point that thought it was funny that the people neither noticed the squares or knew their meaning.

‘They’ have made this fake crisis a global one. As people we can’t find unity in the fact that we all walk, talk, love and bleed red. Its takes a hidden global enemy to unify us – whether we like it or not – this enemy knows no boundaries or skin color. It is sad that it took a hidden invisible enemy to do this, to make us all powerless and bow our heads to fakery.

This is a Planetary FALSE FLAG. It has gone beyond the ridiculous and firmly lodged itself in the subconscious mass mind of the world. In this dream the people were squished together like sardines in a tin can, touching shoulder to shoulder (no masks) unawares, sleep walking along the city streets doing their assigned tasks.

There is a very nefarious message in this dream and I am rather disgusted to have been caught in that part of the astral to witness it. It indicated that people were less than cattle and sheep, that we were rather akin to sardines, already processed and ready to go, in perpetual sleep, reduced to automatons. The virus is really in their minds and to the extent that they bought into the meme (believed the story) the TV static squares above their heads indicated it.  The Covid Mind Virus. (CMV) a metaphor of the planetary psyche.

  • Gray boxes: electronic or energy metering devices
  • Color: the amount of infection
  • Faceless bodies: soulless
  • People were black and white – like old noncolor TV: no feeling
  • Stuffed together like on a subway: plentiful and packed food – controlled and stored

Part of the whole meme for me has been accepting the absolute stupidity of people, the ‘herd’ mentality that refuses to even try to educate themselves and the ‘authorities’ who are seeing just how far they can push the control button on all of it. Maybe also to identify all of us who refuse to buy into it – the free roaming awake souls, hiding amongst the sleepers, some sort of an identification program?

Are we the great roaming herds of meat on the Serengeti planet, ripe for the picking because we do not even see the hunter? The CMV, imo, is definitely a mind virus because it certainly is no more virile than the common cold – even less so. The vaccs will be yet another way to poison us, to speed up the process, because we certainly multiply faster than they can use us… it mistakenly makes us feel like mother Gaia is against us, but she is not. She keeps giving us things to heal ourselves, sheltering and nurturing us.

What we are really dealing with is the Unidentified Enemy. Like the alien VS. predator movies, you can sometimes catch a glimpse of a disturbance in your peripheral vision, out of the corner of your eye – if you are watching. It takes a while to realize that you are seeing something and another while to put it together. You have to look at the grass bending in the field and observe it’s passing by – noticing that there should be something there, but you can’t see it. So you look at the disturbance in the environment and you observe the trails left behind to find the evidence, much like forensics, of its passing, never seeing the actual enemy.

I left my phone inside today, more than 6 feet away from me to see if my writing would be clearer and lo-and-behold, it was. Have we become electronic automatons? Do we feed into this electronic field with our gaze and does it suck the soul energy out of us at an alarming rate? It is interesting that I find more freedom within my dreams than I do in waking – more healing, more reality and more humanity. Waking reality becomes the grandest of all day-mares, because we believe the concocted mess presented to us daily.

Look around you. There is really nothing wrong. We are here. We are whole. We just have to quit swallowing our daily dose of poison, then our vision would clear and the enemy would become visible, unidentified no more.



2:27 am

My mind – what is real? Deeply real? I keep looking for the crack in the ceiling to squeeze through… I feel crazy, but I wonder if everybody else does too.

Real world outside: full moon, clouds, crickets and frog song. Frogs are like the sleeping breath of the night, their song lulls the mind into peaceful slumber.

I don’t know what to think about the world. There is true insanity out there. It’s like a bad detective or forensics novel about a poisoner who gets away with it because nobody wants to see what is going on right under their noses. No one wants to look at the actual science, the actual facts of the behaviour of the poisoner. Kind of like the commercial about the kids who make all the wrong moves in a horror flick in thirty seconds.

I suppose because most of us can’t actually digest – fathom – understand the motives of those in power trying to kill us all. It’s a “Wait – what?” moment. If you put all the insanity together it’s in your face, kind of like not wanting to know your parents are serial killers. It’s just too heinous to consider, even when their behaviour is overt and obvious. We make their alibis for them. They politicize it making it an ideological mental issue which further hides the motive of murder and voila! It’s an unsortable mess.

In a land where freedom is important, you use freedom to usurp the people.

For some, freedom is too open, to boundaryless, and they look for any group, cause or ideology to hide within that will give them structure to feel safer. They do not actually want freedom, but it sounds good. ‘Bad’ people who know this, use it against them to gain control inch by inch, so it’s not noticed until it’s too late. Like the way you use a fish lure or any other device when hunting and capturing your prey. In this country the lure is ideas, the creative force of the mind. The whole reason America was created in the first place has been weaponized against us. It wouldn’t have been possible without the internet.

That is why I write in darkness, by candle light, so that no electronic vibe is present – so that the deeper liminal part of my mind can speak. The part that notices the eddies and currents, that feels the less obvious, so it can become obvious.

By what standard do I judge what I feel? I suppose it is my heart. Everybody knows deep down what is right and what is wrong. Or, they should… but if you are crazy, maybe you are crazy because you can’t feel that part of yourself anymore?

I suppose if: (and it’s a doozy) you were not a part of the original population of this planet and you wanted off, and it was centuries before you as a group could leave, your effort to remember who you are would mutate into hate for those with whom you were forced to live – turning them into the enemy. The real inhabitants, not being an old enough race, not developed enough would be seen useless to your goals, as over running the planet, using up the resources you needed to get off this rock and would I imagine that you would want to get rid of a lot of them (us). You would forever see them as inferior.

You’d use their best talents against them and they would never understand what hit them. You wouldn’t care because in your eyes it would be a life or death scenario. By the original population of the planet your behaviour would be seen as deviant, but you have had literally eons to learn how to hide who you really are, and you don’t give one whit about the people here, you just want off the planet.

As part of your survival, you had to interbreed with some of the population on the planet, and they now have a mind disease called psychopathy and narcissism. You have used, abused and killed many millions of the original population, feeling fully justified because they are so inferior and you are so far above them and have a mission to get off the planet. (and probably in our eyes descend like a plague of locusts ready to consume yet another world.)

It sounds like a wild sci-fi plot, but from what the eddies are bringing me, possibly true. ( and THAT is WHY  the world feels so crazy.)

To make matters worse for those that want off this rock, the window of time is closing on their efforts to the point where they are pulling out all the stops and do not care if they are discovered. They actually think that we will not get it…

In way it might be true because we can’t fathom the no-holds-barred attitude they have, so we are in real trouble. They will kills us in their attempt – use us anyway they can to accomplish their goal. In a way, it is sad because they have given us our systems, our structures, our beliefs which they now use against us and which we still cherish. It’s why we can’t duck the sucker punch coming at us – we don’t even see it coming.

So there it is – I wonder how it will play out?

Do we actually emerge from the grand sleep and open our eyes to the plot? Do we grow out of infancy, take response – ability for ourselves and the planet? Do we emerge from our cocoon of senselessness and into waking? We certainly have enough provocation at this point!!!

‘To die, to sleep – to sleep – perchance to dream: ay, there’s the rub, for in that sleep of death what dreams may come when we have shuffled off this mortal coil, must give us pause.’

(Hamlet, Hamlet)

We must do this – we must wake, or we will perish. We must wake to gain our sovereignty, or it will not matter the creativity, the potential we have will turn to dust and be blown away. This is the temporal turning point for the race its self, and the planet demands it of us.

Now it is so in our faces, so fantastic that we can’t believe it, and their actions are so over the top that we can’t ignore them any more.

Some will try to ignore the situation, they will take the vaccines, they will wear the masks, they will willingly and subserviently kill themselves step by step in trade for the illusion of being parented. They will believe the lies about the science not done. They will not investigate, read, research one thing because they will have to face that the ‘parents’ are trying to kill them. The internal cognitive dissonance of the whole situation is what makes the world feel so ‘crazy’. It is sad when the only thing you can dream of to be better is what you don’t want, and you have no idea of what you do want…

I’m fixing a hole where the rain gets in
And stops my mind from wandering
Where it will go…


The AI Singularity

The singularity, when it comes, might look like that scene from Start Trek 1, The Motion Picture (the very first one) when a new life form is created and then proceeds out of our ability to even see or know it in the blink of an eye.

Star Trek The Motion Picture – A New Life Form


I would prefer to remain human and get there as told by fables and legends in metaphors of old, to naturally bring my heart and ability to know beauty and love with me. To take my soul with me… I was reminded of Debussy yesterday by a video so I called on an old friend, ‘Afternoon of a Faun’. I grieved for the loss of such insight into the beauty and wonder of nature, and the people gifted enough to give us such a tone poem.

It hit me deeply that humans come from such – our souls reside in the expression of that perceptive ability. Could we even exist without it? One could speculate that we would go on, creating from the new vantage of transformation into the singularity, but I would posit that this earth, this planet is what gives us our notion of good and beautiful, and that with out our human tie to it we would suffer a lack of spirit – the understanding of natural good and beauty and the creativity to express it. That resonance would forever pass out of our experience – and the understanding of it, which is the greatest gift.

I for one would prefer to take the time to become the fullness of mother earth’s plan for us to be fully human and fully developed within our own natural potentials than be boosted by technology and forget my soul – the soul that can be overcome by glorious sunsets, and sparkling snow and life-giving water. The ability to feel and understand life is innate in the soul. My soul is why I perceive this beauty, why I am moved by it, my soul is all the goodness that resides within me.

I am thinking that our soul is our humanity and should we give it over to unthought out union with technology we risk becoming empty husks, and until proven otherwise I will not go there.  I will risk being left behind with the animals and bugs amid the rains and the snow and the sunsets and the quiet dawns, and when I die my body will go back to mother earth where it belongs and my soul, well, it will be far richer for living free here on this earth than any technology would ever be able to give me.

End of Story

I can’t help but notice the similarities between covid and UFOs. Whether they are real, or not. Whether we are being told the truth or not. Whether they are being used for social manipulation, or not and on and on. To those of us interested in the UFO question for more than 10 years, this pattern should feel familiar, this ‘put it out there -n- pull it back’, almost solve it, but then don’t… ad-freak’in-nauseum!!! If they think what they’re doing with covid right now will drive most of us screaming for a vacc, think again! It will be like the day that even the pentagon admitted UFOs are real – everybody will yawn… it will be the boy who cried wolf one too many times… ‘fool me once shame on you – fool me twice shame on me’ sort of thing. If they actually farce us with a second wave, the researchers WILL at that point discover the connection to 5G in such a way that the entire world will know, and they will also know who perpetrated it and why.

Its safe to say that we are as misinformed about covid as we are about the UFO, and just as some people persist in outright silliness around the UFO subject, so they do around covid. NOBODY listens to even our best researchers, somebody always has dissenting opinions, with a lot belief and a lot of fear behind them. Same with covid… We the idiot people, know nothing of the science behind these two subjects because in each case we have been purposely misinformed and redirected.

IMO its not just the governing system that has hidden it all, or the powermongers, there is, as Joseph Farrell says, a third (maybe even fourth, fifth…etc.) force in the mix, however I’m sure what I think that force is, is different than what Dr. Farrell thinks it is.

What if you wanted to conduct a coup, a war without anybody noticing, what would you do? On a planet that had just finished a world war that was so destructive that everyone in living memory said “NEVER AGAIN!”, it would have to be a stealth war. One that was over before any one noticed. Better yet one that nobody ever even found out about. Since wars are about ideals and modes of living you would have to figure out a way of changing those values without giving it a way.

It would have to be a war of quiet infiltration, so stealthy that; no eye blinked, no eye lash even batted, so slow that the values would have to change over generational time. So slow that while everybody knows how you got to the ‘new’ values, you don’t remember why. After all, the ones that could warn you have mostly died out. You would also have to consign your ‘oldsters’ to some form of laughability, or change them with things like dementia – disempower them into oblivion, or just outright kill them…stealthily.

Then you could begin the slow infiltration into the very societal structures meant to help the population, that the population trusts; the schools, the medicine, the law, the science, the higher learning, the arts, and begin the slow removal of key information, training up the next generation to be a little less able to think while teaching the wrong information.

Then you infiltrate big industry, big pharma, big ag, and begin to slowly poison the food, water, medicine, and products the population use, very slowly against them, and blame it all on them – and their life style. You legislate against home grown, natural medicine, herbology,  you get in the way of mom and pop small businesses and entrepreneurship, such that it is strangled to death, you offer cheap nutrient products filled with poisons undercutting the real products, then cheapen the things necessary for life like clothing and home goods and offer them at expensive prices while making the real quality items totally unavailable by cost. Then you legislate to allow big industry to dump toxic waste any where and when they want, to poison the environment. Add to that the chemtrails in the sky raining down heavy metals on the ground and us and our food, because of global warming, which if we believe them  – is our problem too.

When you have the medical field totally trained in allopathic methods to the exclusion of all other methods you begin the slow poisoning of the population focusing on the very young and the very old, two populations that have no voice. The very young will grow up to be sick thus making an entire adult population weak and ill. Because nobody remembers and no progress has been made in other ways to treat the sick and the ill – because it has been made illegal, the populations bows to the medical gods in the white coats who’s training amounts to ‘do this for that’ and the human population becomes sick from a three way direct assault on their bodies: environment, food and medicine – all things that should have helped to keep us well.

And not to leave out the mental, emotional and spiritual part – actually the easiest to manipulate, you begin to brainwash the population by ‘breaking’ the churches, the courts of law and the arts, using mass media to lie to them, tinkering with everyone’s emotions so that there is nothing to turn to in the coming turmoil. You psy-ops them till they become psy-clods.

In short, you zombify them. The excuse will be, “We didn’t know!” until one day, its too late. So here we are, almost the entire structure of society destroyed, taken over, mangled with little to no casualties, hardly any push back because nobody remembers the values their parents and grand parents stood for, here we stand; ready-made body-machines. Taken over without war – without even a peep. This is the compromise of the human soul, and we don’t even know it.

End of story.

The War That Never Ended

(The ‘mass hypnosis matrix’ theory) maybe the easiest way to not alarm 7 billion souls is to not let them know what has happened? However we’ve all known for centuries that something doesn’t fit. We’ve all looked up in the sky, waiting, knowing. So many stories talk about our ‘creation’, about how our bodies were crafted and why; and its always about war.

The origin point of our genesis was always : War. Every civilization has risen and fallen on war. (the ‘colonists’ theory) We came here to this planet as refugees of war. We were running from an enemy and needed to hide out in this solar system from a great galactic war. Or, we were a bunch of traumatized souls who were given bodies to heal from a war. There has also always been somebody who has saved us – shepherded us taught us all we needed to know to survive, given us medicine, math, husbandry, because we were too ‘something’ -dumb, ill, traumatized- to have discovered it for ourselves. (the ‘savior’ theory) Always saviors have taken pity on us. We call all those stories our creation myths.

Every culture from every corner of the earth has them. They are carved in rocks. They are coded into megalithic stone buildings. They are written, sung, chanted, and woven into the identity of humanity. Its all there, the story, the history – not myths – but real. In today’s world these stories are even given through channels, those who down load information into the 3D. In the past it came through shamans and oral histories passed down for centuries.  Today many call it fantasy as they watch it play out in movies and books, but it’s there. And, its always, war.

I sometimes think catastrophism (another theory) is a form of war, and I sometimes think that we are seeing the buildup to yet another one, just as we are finally climbing out of the pit from the last one. It makes us like a wounded soldier with memory shock from battle; we don’t know who we are or why we were fighting, just that we were and we are still collectively stunned.  As a species we don’t live long enough to put it together. We finally realize that our lives are very short, for some reason, that even at 80-90 years old, we have just spiritually gotten out of our 20s, finally gotten our feet under us and then we die. When we come back, there  are no memories. We live as perpetual teenagers, never really being able to grow up. (the ‘stunted growth, neotenic’ theory)   Wash, Rinse and Repeat.

And we are not sure what to do about it – we realize something is off but not how to fix it. There are people who try to keep a history, in art and lit and song, but it always winds up reading like code that we have lost the key to. Some people speculate that it all gets recorded in our DNA and passed down through the centuries that way – but we don’t know how to read that yet, and it looks like we will not survive long enough this time to figure it out! We do know we have to hurry. We race against time, evolution and…enemies that bring….war. Maybe we wouldn’t be so destructive if we could just remember the longer cycles of our history?

Ok, so maybe there are forces out there that do not want us to remember, that think we are the scourge upon the earth – and we might be. But would it be that way if we could remember?

Would we be better able to cherish this earth, or would we be horrible to the earth and creation? (so here is where the ‘Jail Planet’ theory comes in) Right now, it is certainly obvious that we are ruled by criminals on a prison planet where the  authority is the worst of the worst. We never get to the rehabilitation part because its dog-eat-dog and if you don’t want to live that way you simply become a casualty of….WAR….

I’m really over it, but it seems that a preponderance of people here aren’t. It seems like a game that they all love playing, but really is nothing more than a bunch of looters out to grab what ever they can to take to their caves and go crazy over trying to protect. All stemming from a war dressed up like a disaster millenniums ago that we can’t remember.

(So here comes the ‘Insane Asylum’ theory) The above thought would make anyone insane and we all know it – that we are insane. Insane describes the inability to sense – be aware. Once again, we blew up our home planet and two of its moons, one of which is now Mars (war) and the other, the asteroid belt. The lives on them were totally destroyed, the souls were saved but were in such a state of shock as to be incoherent. Those souls were put in lesser bodies to spend centuries healing on this planet, knocked back evolutionarily several thousands of years to re-evolve in bodies that supposedly gave them all that time to heal. They got a do-over. But it had to go slow, because the shock made them insane – us, insane.  My thought was that there were already people living here and they agreed to help us out, but now we have over run the place and are making a mess of it.


(Which segways us into the ‘It’s time to leave the planet or perish’ theory, or ‘the renters lost their lease for bad behaviour’ theory) Maybe we only rent space on this planet and that’s why it costs so much to just live here. Maybe that’s where the planetary debt comes from and where part of the trillions of missing money is going to. Maybe that’s why we have income tax, birth certificates declaring us as chattel and social security numbers, oh, and if they have their way, now chips in our bodies – the mark of the beast, not in satanic terms, just that we are classed with the cattle and the dogs.

We have evolved but to our worst potentials. (‘skewed evolution’ theory here – why our DNA is constantly tinkered with) But what if we are just that nasty? We could be looked at as marauders too – that just came and took the place over – who knows? Well, who’d want us out there the way we are at the moment? Gee, some of the most world classed criminals taking it off the planet spreading the mess to the rest of the solar system and beyond? No, nope and no!

I used to think we were mostly good,  I had hope for humanity, but now, not so much. Given half a chance we could have improved. However, we persist in doing the wrong thing, the easiest thing, taking the shortest route regardless of who we hurt. It’s what we can get, not what we can build. It’s about what we can stockpile and collect in perpetuity in preparation for the next…war…because racial memory tells us: There Will ALWAYS Be A Next War. So many theories; and its always war, catastrophe, illness, insanity but never sobriety.

The message has always been: MANKIND IS FLAWED.

We have forever needed tweaking, prodding, teaching, parenting, enlightenment, ascension…. Why are we flawed? Are we flawed really, or do we just think we are flawed for some reason? How did we get that way? Why did we get that way? All of those theories above are attempts to figure it out. Is it a lie that we are flawed? It seems the whole race knows its flawed too – like we are born with that knowing. How did it get into our souls?

All religions and spiritual systems start out with the assumption that we are flawed and every system has a way to fix that and if you just hand over your sovereignty to them you might have a chance of learning it. However, you are probably too flawed to do it well enough to become un-flawed. Is the possibility of being un-flawed so far out of our grasp that we turn away from it? If left to our own selves is it possible that we would have discovered our own innate goodness instead of our flawedness? However, we all know we are stupid, blind, and wrong…

We are so flawed that we need super heroes in our cultural stories saving our bacon, because we certainly can’t – which makes us: Victims and leads us directly into looking for a savior. It certainly depowers us, keeps us from being responsible for our own lives and convinced we need a controller to survive. Here’s the rub, if religion and laws aren’t working – are broken – then we must be convinced to ask for leadership because we are…. Flawed.  It seems the CV social experiment was in most part a way to judge how much of the world pop is willing to simply swallow, hook line and sinker, any line of bullshit given them by the one percent, our saviors. How much of John Q. Public will be fearful and behave? How much more division and descent will it take to get us all to kneel to the fear?  Aaaaand we are back to hidden enemies and endless war…


No injuries when I awoke. I made it to 5:30 am.

I caught Kerry Cassidy’s live stream yesterday. She had on someone who’s in the asteroid-planet X camp. They talked about how all the observatories are closed bc CV. And speculated that all the earth’s wonkiness is being caused by the gravitic disturbance of a larger body. That CV was a ruse to keep us in shelter bc of the incoming debris of the planet X. Which of course had me thinking of Carol Rosin’s time line and Randy Cramer’s time line that he has talked about in recent interviews. I’m not sure why his time line has stuck with me – but it has.

    • Virus
    • Civil war ( we are piss poor at that – all we want is peace)
    • Super Power war (we don’t want that either)
    • Alien invasion
      1. Blame it all on them
      2. Limited air to ground action
      3. Excuse to get rid of all the underground bases
      4. Will be with an insectoid race (who are our friends and bc hive mind, when the die they are not lost they are just reborn)
      5. To get people to focus on a planetary level
      6. And…. Bring out some of the ‘big tech’
    • New aliens arrive who are very human to ‘help’
    • We win: We break through the glass ceiling on three important points
      1. ET embargo
      2. Trade embargo (with rest of the solar system and other places)
      3. Consciousness embargo

I even dreamt of friendly bugs with big fractal eyes and proboscises night before last. They were friendly.

Is CV the event? Is the asteroid debris part of the event? Is this currently the event, the happening, the whatever? (so right here is when the answer came through)

Whatever because we are stuck here. Whatever because if you live 3D, then your main task is to BE 3D. To live well, to ‘come up to snuff’ where the planet and the human organism (the entire planetary biomass of all 3D who live here) are healthy for the earth. THAT is what must be done by us. 3D work.

Even if you are a ‘so-called’ ruler or steward and hate the rest of us useless eaters, guess what? You are 3D too. Because of your hate and separatism, you have managed to make quite the mess, and “Until you clean your room up, you can’t come out of it.” It’s one of those JUST-DOOO-IT things,  Git-er Done…

I guess that message has already been delivered. I’m feeling like they are such children, they don’t even know how to delegate or use the resources they do have. All they can do is mess people up for their own glorification, manipulate and lie, tying hearts and minds up in confused knots.

That is why I republished the ‘The deer’s cry’ yet again – “At Tara in this fateful hour”… because it is a fateful hour on all levels: spiritual, magical, physical – all of it, because it is now.

Wake up now.

Look now.

Cast the light now.

Extend the love now.

Invoke your souls now.

Stand as one planet now.

Now is exactly the time.

Now is gathering.

Now is here.


All the peoples on this planet, corporeal and not, earthlings and others,

All who reside with, within, and around,

It Is Now.


Not someday, not when and if, not maybe – but,



No more waiting: for Q, for the ET’s, for the Gods,

No more sitting, watching, or gnashing of teeth,

We have arrived at that time.

It is now.


We are the magic

We are the protection

We are the power

We are the healers

And we must all activate because,


For the earth, for us…

At Tara in this fateful hour,


I place all Heaven with its power,


And the sun with its brightness,


And the snow with its whiteness,


And the fire with all the strength it hath,


And the lightning with its rapid wrath,


And the wind with its swiftness along its path,


And the sea with its deepness,


And the rocks with their steepness,


And the Earth with its starkness,


All these I place


By Source’s almighty help and grace


Between Gaia and the powers of darkness

This is from a magical book: A Swiftly Tilting Planet a novel by Madeleine L’Engle. She adapted St. Patrick’s Rune, or the “fáeth fiada a hainm” – translating to the ‘Deer’s Cry’.



Things must change so that they can be put back together better…maybe. Things are quieter in the world, but only on the face of it. People awakening is kinda nitty-gritty. Everyone wants everyone else to do it their way, but no one has enough information to make any decisions at all. (I think I was right about the invasion – the nano-invasion, by the tiniest chemical army ever.)

Why can’t people just ‘leave-be’ and let everyone come to it on their own? It seems to be an ‘authority’ thing you get from being a kid. Its like a mind virus, nobody has figured out that you are supposed to grow up and adult your own thoughts with adequate information – not fear.

Compassionate understanding has helped me unwind my soul, both in the world and up close. Especially when the body of knowledge that people would draw upon was taught inadequately or is just flat out wrong. Its easy to become irrational because there are no real facts or knowledge to draw upon. Viruses and bacterium are a part of our natural biome. So is energy. These two worlds are invisible but we can change our 3D world by using them. We live in a very rich, many itemed vegetable soup that has come together to create what we are today. We have to figure out how to come into balance with what has recently awakened in society.

I have felt many things going on, on many levels in the world – fighting for dominance over each other, for power over instead of power with – or balance. This time I feel its going to fall out differently. Its going to have to be a both-and, instead of an either-or. Infinite diversity in infinite combination. IDIC I feel we are going to have to sink our teeth into that  and get it right – or pretty close to right this time because we have arrived at a biological bottleneck. It feels like we are being driven to a ‘thing’ – a concept, that unless we embrace the human race, a lot us of will not quite make it through that bottleneck intact.

Many think it is an awareness inside that we are all one or at least in the same soup pot, and we are, but the awareness will emerge so that, ‘I know that you know, that I know’. Its hard for that to emerge if everybody is scared out their wits by an enemy they cannot see. When we get past this little cv hiccup, and this realization of a new sort of unity settles over us like a blanket, that morning we open our eyes and fear will be a thing of the past.

Currently the fear is, of course, weaponized against us, trying to keep us separated in an ineffective attempt to sabotage this. But that will only prolong the current situation a little bit and make the acceptance of our oneness just that more powerful. What they don’t understand, those who would ward this off, is that this awareness doesn’t mean loss of cherished self, it just means more friends, compassionate understanding, a freeing up , an allowance to let you be you and me be me. Rather than the old paradigm that says you must be just like me so I am not scared of you. That is an old survival instinct that we must get over and evolve beyond. And I know that’s hard to do – just think of the ‘Ninja-spider-dance’ we all do! It’s an instinct that has kept us alive for a very long time.

So, how do you get over fear? Well, you get mad, or you educate yourself. Education causes curiosity. Curiosity leads to imagination, which for this human race leads to creation (or MacIvering).  Look at it this way, we have experienced education – like loading a hard drive full of useful programs, but over 3/4s of us never get to use the system. Everybody waits to be given and told the information instead of turning on the machine and using it to think and self educate.

IMO nobody seems to be able to think this CV bullshit through, partially because they have been force fed bad information. (GIGO Garbage in, garbage out.) And, sadly, because they have not been given the permission to think… This has had the effect of putting the entire planet in a pickle because we don’t know what to do. We are trying to move forward on too little information, most of it wrong, based on wrong or out dated assumptions and nobody seems to want to stand back to look at the bigger picture to hone in on any other direction or information stream. Also, even so, people have been taught not to accept what they see right before their very own eyes because they have been educated that they have NO RIGHT to use their own operating systems.

There are many ways this can go into the future and the more people on a similar path, the bigger and stronger the path becomes. I sit and watch, holding the intention that the path be wide, be filled with compassionate understanding, creativity and love.

It may take a minute, but I think we’ll land on our feet.

Knowledge and truth save us from chaos: tempering them with compassion and tolerance makes us human. Without those things fanatics feed on fear and ignorance, the same way they did in Salem 300 years ago, the same way they did in the Holocaust, the same way they did before Martin Luther King, The examples are endless.

To Go Back Home

I wonder how long my thoughts will be mine, and not some errant cluster of numbers in a giant AI, or be lost somewhere where I am not allowed to think them. I wonder how long it will be until I no longer notice that I have thoughts, or that the things that I used to think are no longer even in my wheelhouse to think?

I woke up yesterday with an ache in my heart to go back to somewhere, but I couldn’t figure out where. It had the flavor of ‘home’, but that hasn’t been home for over 20+ years, so it couldn’t be that. And yet – I felt like a fish out of water all day, bereft and missing a somewhere. It wasn’t till late in the afternoon that I realized what it was.

‘Home’ was the world before cv, but even more, it was the world before water wasn’t good for you – when it was good to even drink it out of the garden hose on hot summer afternoons. When food was wholesome for you, where it came straight from the farmer to the store or out of your garden. When the ground wasn’t covered in dust particulates made of heavy metals and God knew what else. Where the grass was just grass without sprayed chemicals to make it pretty turning it into bad things for bare feet. Where fishing in a stream or pond meant you could eat what you caught without fear of the chemical pollution in the water and thusly in the fish, poisoning you. Where being with other people was a safe and happy thing, and where nature was your mother, not something distressed and angry. Back when humanity could be human. I am in mourning.

The last month or so, I have been deep in the rabbit hole of this cv nightmare, hunting the white papers, educating and reminding my self of my college cell biology, and listening to the atrocities that the Gates and Fauci’s of the world want to visit on the human race just because they have tons of money and hate most of us. I am totally blasted by those whose complete lack of humanity and total hubris would even think to perpetuate such crimes against humanity and all of the different offshoots done by petty tyrants that are being used to increase human suffering!

My soul hurts, and I want to go home.

I am done trying to out smart the crafty, the liars, fearing what I put in my body doing more harm than good. I am done with the medical establishment’s ‘Here take this pill and call me in the morning’. Take this, take that, and then you are going to need this because the side effects are worse than the cure. Damned OVER it. What most medicine does today is give a new coat of paint over a rusty body, while most of us need to clean the engine, shine up the chrome, maybe put new gaskets on the oil tank and rotors on the brakes.

So, before my ability to know myself is 5G’ed out of me, before I am condensed into a string of data bits out there, somewhere, before I loose my humanity and compassion, before the police state takes over completely…

The human race is so beautiful. We adapt, we change, we share our selves, even our very own body wisdom, when we are together. We have ‘herd’ immunity – one persons body overcomes a pathogen and we share it energetically and physically and get over it faster. The only times we haven’t are when we have changed the electric state of the world.

(side trip here)

In the 1700’s the world discovered electricity and declared it as a ‘property’ of life. In the 1860’s when we began electrifying the earth with the telegraph, we also discovered and named a disease called ‘anxiety disorder’. By 1889 we made the great discovery called alternating current available to the world and we also discovered influenza, diabetes, obesity and heart disease. With each new electrification of the world, we have also created new human diseases. You can practically map the appearance of each new disease with the appearance of a new way to use electricity.

We are electric beings living in an electric universe, on an electric planet which is a node in a planetary electric system. Our bodies are electric – think nerves as circuitry, and our souls are electric – they run our bodies. Even our cells are a dipolar electric unit having an exterior shell of two layers of negative charged fatty acid molecules with an interior of positive ions. There is even a good case to think, because we can’t seeeeeee electricity, but the earth is electric, that there are electric life forms who live here that we can’t see or discern that were probably here first and smarter than we are (think Orbs, EVO’s and UAP”s who may be built just like the cells of our body) who actually use electricity the way we use matter to build their part of this world. And, there are places here, on the earth, where the electric circuitry is slightly off and causes glitches in the matrix, like Skinwalker Ranch, to name only one of hundreds, where there is more of an interface with our side of the world just like the ion channels of the cell walls in our bodies that let bits and pieces in and out through the negatively charged exterior.

The electrification of this world by us was inevitable, because after all, we are electric in an electric world. One day this technology will unite the seen and unseen worlds. As usual, it is not the discovery and invention that is hurting us and the world, it’s the way it is being used that is so disastrous. I, for one, refuse to let it remove my humanity, my soul, the ability to hug my babies and my friends and to hell with the consequences – lest we all forget what it feels like to really be human, and to go back home.