Tag: memory

Re-cognise (recognoscere): despite a bad case of planetary hiccups

Latin|   Re: again      cognoscere: know

June 4th at 4 am: full bright moon, with Saturn and Jupiter flying behind like a tail on a kite…

It would be too soon for every point in time to become now in the universe – too soon for that type of convergence, at least for me. The diversity, the many nows are all too fascinating, so I guess, until I am all done experiencing them I need time. Time to explore different constraints and the talents, the knowings, those constraints create.

I often wonder where-when-who my parents are now. If they are reborn, or if, because it’s all simultaneous – it’s a weird dichotomy for someone who is in time to try to configure in their brain. Outside of time all is now, however, living inside of time expands a minute to minute awareness. Looking at my dog who is resting beside me and my garden, I realize that I am not the only one who is currently ‘inside time’. But reaching for the feeling of my parents I realize I can still feel their livingness somewhere/when inside me. They exist.

They say you choose your life – I chose an interesting one, not a peaceful or a happy one – but interesting. It has taught me much about compassion, sameness, forgiveness, loss and especially the many faces of love. I feel like I have sooo much more to learn, but I also feel like I just might have done what I came to do – this time.

I came in with a lot of wisdom – either that or I have had tons of help from lots of friends to know what I just seem to know. Grant Cameron talks about consciousness raising or opening experiences that include NED’s and ET or ED or paranormal contacts. I don’t remember having much of any of that, but I seem to know stuff that I don’t know how I know it…

For example the first time I ever heard of a sentient ship was I listening to an interview of David Adair by Kerry Cassidy – the very first one – years ago on a trip to Chi town and I was on I65 at 80 miles an hour crying because I remembered – I felt it so deeply in my soul it hit like a blow. It wasn’t just a reaction to the idea like, oh that’s cool – it was like a full frontal memory/knowing slamming into my awareness – I knew what that felt like and I loved it, in fact, I missed it terribly. Do I remember being taken up to the ship and being taught how to fly the craft? Nope! I remember knowing, valuing – loving even, being with an intelligence that was a craft, but I wasn’t abducted and taught that – it just ‘was’ in my being. I recognized the experience –

Something in me remembered.

This is how I ‘know’ stuff, all through my life. Many inner shaking things come to me that way. I recognized Adamski’s message about frequency domains (dimensions) when I read it. I recognized the alien message in Star Trek when I saw it – I knew it all my life, but Star Trek said it. I met the planet one ecstatic morning driving to work on a particularly gorgeous day when my heart was exploding from the sheer beauty of it, and I ‘felt’ the earth, The Gaia. Her.

Which makes me wonder if there is part of me in each frequency domain living a life there with all its experiences and this recognition I feel so strongly is a sort of a bleed-through? Unity of some of the selves? Which led me to consider: just like time is simultaneous, but we live within it so we experience it differently, if space wouldn’t be the same as time: everywhere is right here… it would make the simultaneous transition from place to place of these crafts and beings an easier thing to puzzle out, surely. It would almost have to be true if its true about time because: space/time – time/space.

Once I had a dream about learning to change my frequency to go anywhere at any time and I was terrified of not remembering how to get back to where I left – i.e.: getting lost. Really, I was worried and heart hurt about loosing those I love and never seeing them again. The lesson ended at that point – of course. Thinking about that dream I realized that moment to moment I change, yes, because of what ever experience/information/perceptions I had where ever/when I would go to, that I would be changed anyway, that I could never get ‘back’ to ‘from whence I came’. But time does this to us while we sit still moment to moment: we and all around us are different and can’t go back, but we don’t have to be lost. Nope, we don’t. What the heart loves cannot be forgotten and that is your beacon through time and space. Re-cognition/remembrance, love, perceptions, feelings. Connection. There is no back to, only love connects, so you can’t loose anyone. So, my parents are not ‘here’ but they exist because I can feel them inside me. They exist, just not in my current frequency focus. They are a different frequency.

So now I can understand how you travel dimensionally – if its everywhere just like it’s everywhen then you don’t have to worry about getting lost – you just recognize the when/where and it’s there because so are you. I can feel that in my gut – I ‘know’ it. I just don’t know how to ‘how’ it… but someone else will because if I can finally ‘get-it’ others have too and someone will figure it out – this was a big energy/download that was floating free in the air this morning… it gives me hope the planet it coming right along, despite a bad case of the hiccups.

Faith

Weird, odd… I have always known – since I can remember about other worlds and crafts and people. Always. I. Have. Just. known. Is that faith? Because I know something there is no proof of? But it is still worlds away from ‘real’ life, and real life is the thing that is gar-un-teed to bite your ass if you do not attend to it.

Interestingly, it puts those other worlds, peoples and technology in a position of being a religion – a faith, by the sheer virtue of something you can never see, but know exists, because you were born knowing it.

On the way back from my son’s house after doing haircut Saturday I was listening to Richard Dolan and Grant Cameron in their new part 1 interview from the Toronto convention. It struck me that they sounded like two Rabbis arguing the Torah, or 2 priests discussing points in the bible on philosophical proofs of God by dismantling the events and evidence left behind and positing the meaning of it to glean a deeper insight to it all. They both agree on an ‘unproven’ that exists – enough to pursue it with great vigor.

It struck me that I was seeing a very modern and intellectual reflection of a cargo cult – or what we now would look like trying to unravel the scanty evidence we have to make a different sense of it. We know better than to worship it, or do we – as the time and effort many put into this subject could be considered worship of a sorts.

Really all we have are the results – all around us – to look at like a forensic crime scene investigation building events backwards in time from the evidence – the end point of the event to possibly understand what has actually happened in a 3D manner. Yes, a big part of that evidence is the lying and secrecy.

It is said that Pisces was the age of external evidence and that Aquarius is the age of internal evidence; of religion vs. spirituality. But really, this whole world runs on faith.

Faith: 1) a strong belief based on internal apprehension rather than proof (proof = external evidence) 2) a complete trust in someone or something

Proof, in the way we want it on this subject just may never come in the form we want it. But, in the internal, faith is proof – a knowing, an apprehension. It only becomes real when you step out of the body. It cannot be 3D.

The only difference between faith and proof is that faith is direct understanding and proof is external understanding. The one sticking point is that external proof can be shared. Internal apprehension cannot be shared, except through story – a recounting – we are not telepaths, yet…

When understood then, there are two distinct states of being – neither superior to the other – just different, like cheese and fruit, complimentary, but separate. We take all here that isn’t 3D on faith – apprehension/understanding, which makes me wonder if faith isn’t the doorway through the veil because there are two sides to mankind: the body and this brilliant mind/soul that lives within that can see and imagine and dream, travel the universe and back, touch what is not manifest but altogether real without proof and actually know that otherness that is out there by going through this inner doorway into absolute wonderment.

That these two worlds are considered separate and care must be taken in everyday life to keep them separated – that never the twain shall meet – but shall live in one body is, well, the confusion of the age.

“Running On Faith” lyrics

Eric Clapton Lyrics

“Running On Faith”

 

[Chorus:]

Lately I’ve been running on faith

What else can a poor boy do?

But my world will be right

When love comes over you

 

Lately I’ve been talking in my sleep

I can’t imagine what I’d have to say

Except my world will be right

When love comes back your way

 

I’ve always been

One to take each and every day

Seems like by now

I’d find a love who cares just for me

 

Then we’d go running on faith

All of our dreams would come true

And our world will be right

When love comes over me and you

 

[Chorus]

 

Then we’d go running on faith

All of our dreams would come true

And our world will be right

When love comes over me and you

When love comes over you

 

From <https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/ericclapton/runningonfaith108919.html>

https://youtu.be/mDBnqBZA3DM

I’m Over It! – reality check (yes, it’s a rant)

It’s all true.

All of it. They can take all their cover-up lies, bread and circus, artificial stimulation and stuff it! It’s time we all get over it too. Just go there. Everything we have ever been told in the last 100 years is a sham and a lie. Most science, most history and especially most technology. Who we are and who we think we are at totally different ends of the spectrum. There is ET life all over this planet – including us.

JUST GET OVER IT!

I don’t think there is one piece of information that could make me ‘reality check’ any more. I’m so over it that it has closed the circle for me and I’m back at; If this is true: then lets integrate it and get on with the next step. What would be the next step? IMO it would be trashing each bit of mind control programming, both emotional and intellectual and piece by piece regaining my truth. Why do I say my truth? Well, because your truth will be different from mine because you are different from me – we will have a basic direction that is the same – but the inner realizations, my truth and yours will be slightly different. That aside, what could my inner truth look like?

We live on a planet where many multiples of intelligent species live. Some are indigenous, some just want to explore this place, others want to take over and control this space, some want to farm this space (us included as a product), some want to engage with us, others want to investigate us and still others have been running experiments on us for quite some time in one way or another.

That aside, I maintain I am sovereign in as much as my understanding and level of learning can allow me to be. I intend to embody that principle as best I can as I go on. What does that mean in my actual living space? Well, Integrity, honesty, and gentleness of spirit. It means I will conduct myself and my energies as best I can to promote peace and love to those around me, those I interact with and those I have contact with. Whomever and whatever you are. Humans have a great capacity for turning emotion and experience into wisdom and artistic expression. We produce a ‘something’ from what we learn and integrate. We change quickly. So much so that we do the cargo cult thing quite easily. We have been adapted to look for leaders and gurus and gods and teachers and ‘fixers’.

This current rash of whistle blowers and truth tellers and revealers and most of our ilk’s investment in the story and speculation, shows that quite nicely. And to me it’s just another aspect of the gods coming to earth to once again modify our structures, both inner and outer, for their own reasons. So.

What about our daily quality of life? What about our deepening of our wisdom, what about being here now, instead of waiting for the next ‘shocking’ reveal??? Hmmmm? What about it?

What about us deciding what we need to enrich our lives and those around us so that we can reach some agreement on love and peace? What about deciding what we need to open our hearts and extend compassion and love to each other? What about learning to do that from a position of stable strength and deep understanding of your fellow next door – or a couple of communities away, or the world?

heaven2What are we doing or learning that could begin that process? Because I can just about bet that when that happens and it no longer matters who did what to whom, when, all that information that we think is so vital but can’t get to will become SELF APPARENT. And by that time, our particular flavor of bread and circus just won’t matter that much. I’m over the Saturday morning cartoons. I’m just done, over baked. I want to get out and stroll through a beautiful morning on a path to finding out what we need to do to create what Gaia keeps whispering in my ear is possible.

Mirror, mirror, on the wall, are we all bat-shit-crazy?

The Mandela Effect (ME)

Dr. Blair Reich has been studying this effect for a while now. He has had a survey up on his web site, actually several of them. With one of those surveys one he has collected over 25,000 responses to various survey questions. In this Groovy Bean Interview with Justin Dechamps, Yvonne Palermo, they speak with Dr. Reich and go through some popular ME’s (Mandela Effects) along with how they came out in the research. This is highly interesting because Dr. Reich has done it right and has been able to ear mark the difference between just bad memory and remembering differently. All of which made great sense to me because I am one of those people who remember Nelson Mandela dying in prison. I remember being very sad because of the effect I knew it would have on our forward history. Sort of what I illustrated in https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2016/09/14/let-me-help-an-idea-that-is-still-too-early/ .

 

This is an excerpt from an excellent article on the Stillness in the Storm Web site. I highly recommend you read it along with watching the above You Tube interview. As always Justin leaves no corner unexamined.

Dr. Reich is one amongst many investigators studying the Mandela Effect using methods that provides a robust set of data to analyze.

The survey (or quiz as he refers to it) is conducted in a way that produces a data set that can be compared to other survey takers. The results can be plotted and analyzed so as to determine to what degree these collective memory divergences are occurring. This survey allows investigators to pinpoint which events are remembered differently and how many people are collectively experiencing them. While 25,000 responses are only a small fraction of the population, it is enough to draw some initial suppositions.

Dr. Reich’s survey and paper are available below. Here is a comment he provided for this article:

The initial results suggest that while many people in the general population may suffer from a general failure of memory those who are extremely confident in their recollection are able to recall details of controlled experiments at an overwhelming 95-98.8%. This suggests that sub groups of people are very capable of highly accurate memories. What is interesting is that those same people who can get the controls correct with a high degree of accuracy suddenly disagree with recorded history with populations as high as 90% disagreeing with what’s recorded. Since the control suggests these people have no issues with memory it implies something else is likely the cause of the problem. From

Dr. Reich states in his paper that every day 100 to 300 people complete the survey. Also, the first 25,120 responses took over a year to collect but Dr. Reich on the 25th of September reported that in the past month alone an additional 6,620 responses have been received.

The number of cited Mandela Effects has increased over the past months, which some have suggested is evidence of timelines merging more rapidly or timeline jumping occurring more frequently. But confirmation bias cannot be ruled out either. As more people become aware of the Mandela Effect they search for examples that then confirm a presupposed belief in the phenomenon. From <https://sitsshow.blogspot.com/2016/09/Mandela-Effect-Surges-in-Popularity-A-Doctors-Survey-Results-Memory-Distortion-Timelines-Merging-Examples.html>

Intriguingly enough, in the Disney classic Snow White, one of the things they talk about is the intrinsic meaning change in some of these ME’s. Is it “Mirror, Mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest of them all?” Or, is it “Magic mirror on the wall who’s the fairest of them all? This movie came out a VERY long time ago, back before our first reported modern UFO crash. I remember ‘Mirror, Mirror’ – which is an actual spell being cast – a summoning of the spirit of the mirror, as they point out. Calling it Magic Mirror, is not. I think it is interesting in light of all of David Wilcock’s information on the-They’s being a satanistic cult and how it has permeated our culture. The modern movie version has the mirror as an object – ‘magic mirror’. The first version has it summoning an entity through the mirror. Now that either means a healing of the time line, or a concealment of how to spell cast… Interesting idea. One would be what IMO would be a natural event, and the other would have the whole ME question as a manipulation of the general populace.

I would also like to draw your attention to an episode of X-Files in season three called ‘Wet Wired” Number 23. The episode first aired in the United States on May 10, 1996 on Fox. From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wetwired> It’s about a device that emits a signal in between the series of pictures that constitute what we see on the TV, below our ability to consciously notice, that alter brain chemistry and behavior. Just a thought here…

So I will leave you with this mini survey and ask another question Do you think each time the Mandela effect is noticed, that it is different timelines merging with the one you are in, or is it the continued effects of only two timelines merging, the original organic time line and the deviated time line? Or do you think there is a deviation at all and it is just programming in between the lines in everything we see? Hmmmmm?

 

Jumping sideways in time

Last week the mothership crop circle had an internal line between the inside part and the outer ring of symbols. As of Monday when the pictures of the crop circle popped back up – that line is gone from the circle.

This is the first time that I have seen external evidence of a sideways jump. Usually the energy and emotional tenor of things feel different to me. This time I really didn’t notice that, But I saw the difference, in a picture.

Which brings up a number of questions for me because my personal Mandela effect has changed. What the Mandela effect has been for me was pretty intangible to others. I would just know that the fabric of the world I was in was different enough for my body to feel it and inform me of that fact. There was never anything different in the outer world that I could point out to anybody. Like everybody else, it was Berenstein Bears – not Barenstain, and Mandela did die in prison – I was devastated…so I remember that. But PERSONALLY in my personal life I’ve never had an effect so clearly happen in the now… all the other stuff was in the past when I discovered it – and usually since spelling and memory are NOT my strong suits, I chocked it all up to that. But this time I noticed!

So my questions are as follows:

  • Is it possible to loose anyone you know in the time flow?
  • Is it possible for the intrinsic emotional link to change or alter? Like they don’t remember you the same way so the way they act towards you is different?
  • Is it possible that your memory of them changes but you don’t remember??
  • Would then a marker of some kind at a juncture in spacetime be able to re-mind you?
  • In jumping sideways could you wind up in a universe where your deceased spouse still lives? (obviously you would not wind up in one where you were deceased…I don’t think…)

If time is an illusion and everything is in the now – then all choices and branching would be layered and side by side – what happens when we wake up in a different one and how did we get there?

Through choice?

Through resonance?

Through convergence?

 

Or is love the core frequency of the universe such that IT is the glue that keeps us together – calls us back to each other, keeps us tethered by feeling?

 

I’m open to suggestions here….