The crossover between phenomena and physics

…the relationship between physical theory (physics) and consciousness (energetics), expressed in explicit geometrical metaphor was understood and known many thousands of years ago. (1)


This, in some circles is known as the physics of harmonic systems entanglement. I just call it the Third Physics.

  • Everything vibrates – is in motion
  • Everything has a frequency rate to that vibration
  • Everything exists in a fluid medium (don’t get hung up on the … name)
    • Some call it the aether
    • Subquantum field
    • Zero point energy
    • Local space time
  • The frequency of that vibration in the aether creates an observable geometric structure meaning it can be measured; the geometry of the system is the spatial arrangement of the components of the system, subsystem or its Harmonics (ratio)


  • There are two types of energy structure:
    • scalar or contained within a shape (gravity) and
    • vorticular which creates the shapes and vectors (directions)


  • Scalars can act upon vectors and vectors can move scalars.
  • Every movement creates information in the field
  • The field is conscious
  • Everything is aligned with everything else in an open entangled system
  • Entanglement is a frequency ratio


  • The aether its self is not, as for classical physics, a passive inert ‘medium’, but an active transmutative (by ratio and frequency – resonance) medium of entanglement. That is energy is the result of  the ‘information’ in the field of space. (2)   Information being the resonance.


  • Organisms are a super-systems of entangled subsystems and are not only conscious but aware.

From this, all understanding can be acquired by a system of analogy IE: there is a ‘spiritual’ understanding for everything stated above, something so simple, but so reversed in our thinking that we need to question HOW we are thinking not so much as WHAT we are thinking

The information in the field is conscious. I didn’t say aware, but conscious. There is no-thing in the observable universe that is NOT conscious. For a thing to be conscious it must move and thereby create information in the field. We are information in the field as is all in creation. So are thoughts: information in the field – as the old theosophical adage goes “Energy Follows Thought”. A coherent thought can create even more information in the field, it can create by virtue of its intensity (frequency) and its intent (vector), creating changes in the local space time medium. These changes can either be physical or energetic, because there is no difference between energy and matter – just different configurations.

Intention – an inner direction or movement is different than attention – an outer movement or noticing. They are both vectors. They both handle a thought and give it direction.

Emotion or E-Motion is energy in motion or movement – a push – a vector, which would make thoughts a scalar packet/potential of information. A scalar potential in movement by a vector can and will find a sympathetic frequency in ratio to its own vibratory field.

The reason we do not understand the advanced high physics of the ancients is because we refuse to see thoughts as things and their relation to matter and the ability to alter the local space time using a set of geometries built to a matching frequency that can then be acted upon.

There are two main camps arising out of the current UFO/Phenomena field right now. One is a nuts and bolts, find the pie in the sky kind, and the other is an experiencer phenomena type that science can’t quite wrap its left brain around.

One thing I can see happening is this division between the two camps of thought growing ever wider – which, by the way is a psy-ops and will create a greater distance from the truth. It will also make it very difficult to merge the physics with this phenomena, the consciousness aspect that is already predicated from the quantum mechanics ‘observer effect’.

This schism is a somewhat natural effect of living in the left/logical brain for the last 200+ years and having in every way possible a chain put up around our right brain functions of imagination, creativity, spirituality (spirituality which is looking more and more like a misnomer to me and just more programming to make this type of functioning ‘bad’ ). I expect as we explore this part of ourselves a bit of over doing, over zealousness until we get a handle on it.

But what I am really trying to point out here is the Great Middle Path. Even as we heal from the cage we have escaped of scientism and corrupted thought, we must realize that the wholeness is what will open the door to the next level and that the Dweller on the Threshold is divisiveness its self.


(1) Joseph P. Farrell The Giza Death Star p.14 (Adventures Unlimited Press 2001)Hancock, op. cit., p.69    parens are my emphasis

(2) Joseph P. Farrell The Giza Death Star p.64 (Adventures Unlimited Press 2001)    parens are my emphasis




When two realities collide: Why I wish I was going to the ECETI Ranch

More than anything, I wish I was going out to ECETI ranch for the 2017 conference. Every time I listen to James Gilliland he reminds me of all that I know and knew and forgot from being a kid to 60+ years later.

I listened to two interviews today James’s As You Wish Talk Radio Show and Max Igan “The Coming 5G Roll-out & AI Will Transform Human Society By 2025!” . The two shows couldn’t be more diametrically opposed. However, both shows are about realities that exist side by side at this moment on earth. There is a third point I would mention that Alex Collier talks about concerning, the galaxy as a whole and a singularity that happens around this time that traps our entire galaxy in a fourth Reich sort of control system –  that he says the A’s and a number of other races tracked down to earth in this here and now. I would say that the Max Igan interview outlines the start of the singularity quite clearly. We see the results of the beginning of the singularity daily as it invades our lives beyond what he can even notice as dangerous because it is so underhanded.

Then there is James Gilliland, who presents the organic side of the equation. His reasoning is effortless and easy to understand. On a very human level he calls it as it is, and I don’t know about you, but when I listen it’s like I’ve always known what he’s saying. It could be because he calls up that memory from my soul, or it could be because I do know it, from all the contact and study I have done this life time.

The point is, that no matter how much I like technology, it feels ominous. I’ve been talking about our organic technology for the last several years on my blog – and I have used my own for a very long time. It is inbuilt. It is easier than you ‘think’ – in fact, you don’t think to use it… Everybody has it and you don’t have to do anything special, eat anything special, perform any special mental gymnastics, or any such nonsense. You only have to get past the programming that says if it happens in your mind ‘it ain’t real’ and manage to sit still out in nature for more than 5 minutes. Why out in nature? To get as far away from wifi and any other broadcast waves as you can. But really, you don’t need to because, should you decide, those vibes can’t stop you either, but they can be a distraction.

You’ve got to understand that what you have been told about who you are and what you can do is nothing more than a false set of precepts about what you should think about yourself and life. Artists and musicians tend to get around these falsities a little easier than some because the key to going there is imagination. The biggest lie told of all time to everybody is: “Oh, it’s all just in your imagination.” (as if they need you to discount that entire part of yourself) when, really, it’s the key to everything.

For instance, you use your imagination to pray to God, you use your imagination when you meditate, you use your imagination when you read a book, when you doodle, when you day dream, when the ‘I wonder about’ questions pop up in your mind. You are always using it – but you have been taught to pretend that you don’t. Talk about pink elephants…

…it’s easier than you think…

The transhuman agenda would have us believe that we cannot do any of those things without a device. It would have us believe that we are powerless in our human form. It will suck us in, bit by bit, until there is nothing left of the human soul and imagination and then prove to us we are worthless.

Therein is the trap.

I will just leave this here.

Think about it. Ask your imagination what it thinks about it. Go there. It’s going to matter – a lot.

Last night on F2B: Joy

Last night on the Jimmy Church Radio show, F2B (Fade to Back) we had guest James Gilliland. It struck me what a happy person he is. Not silly happy, but down deep happy, and therefore everything that he said, all his words, even if he was talking about difficult things, felt good. So many times I will listen to people reporting the difficult side of life – the pizza gates, the reptilians, the abductions, the satanic cults… and the tone of their voice, the vibe of their intelligence which rides their voice and words like a carrier wave is enormously depressing and negative. Sometimes even if their words are not about negative topics, what rides under their words is very dark.

Last night the presence and joy in the voice on the radio radiated warmth and humor like a bubbling spring. This translated to me and I awoke feeling happier than I have in weeks. What a gift! The best contacts I have had over the years have been the ones where there is a quiet joy bubbling (yes – bubbling, I like that word because that’s what it feels like to me) all around the experience. It is always how I know there is a positive being present.

In the last couple of years not all of them have been that way – and I immediately pull out and slam the energy barrier I use up and close down the communication. James is right,

“If you don’t like what you are feeling, do a healing!” – as soon as you feel it, and then talk to whomever is left.

rep10He said so many easy positive things last night. I have not voted for 20+ years for the very same reason he hasn’t – I did blog that… He talked about ET’s and what they looked like – since christmas (yes, little c) I have created 200+ mug shots of people. I asked to see them and they just come through for me. All I had to do was ask… they are all beautiful – even the reptilians – maybe I talk to their higher selves…who knows. There isn’t an ugly one in the bunch – maybe I just see the best side of them… I mean in my mind’s eye even I look 37… grins

Just from listening to his voice last night, I felt empowered and happy and strong and life was juicy again. I know I report on some harsh topics – like my last blog post – and it is hard for me to do it – but it needs done. It has a cost. I’d love to do nothing but post about sweetness and light. However, IMO we need to be aware of these things that would rob us of choice in the matter – the blindfold so to speak, that we might take it off before we hit the chopping block.

face20I’d really love to see these people in real life instead of having them have to sneak through in a channeled drawing – but this is 3D, and it is hard for most of them to appear here, now. Well, maybe if I get better at holding a higher frequency – becoming a stable emanating point of joy like James Gilliland, then I just might be able to consciously meet those whom I’ve known existed since the day I was born. It’s something to work towards….

I’d volunteer or, ‘Ignoring The Pink Elephant In The Living Room”

All I could think last night and this morning while listening to Dr. Michael Salla on Fade to Black, was that I would volunteer for these programs. Straight up. I’ve known since I was a kid that there were ‘aliens’. Even when I didn’t know it. The first time I actually encountered the idea a bolt of energy charged through my system and made all the fine hairs on my body stand up – YES!!!! was my only thought. And on the heels of that thought was “I want more!”

I began my whole story with a first contact at 5 or 6 years old in my head – telepathy. Then my dad had a friend who when he heard I was interested in ‘flying saucers’ (because in those days they weren’t called UFO’s) he very sweetly got me a membership to NICAP and I got mailed straight to my house their monthly publications. He was also the one who took me to the premier of 2001 in Chicago when it came out. By then I had found George Adamski, Howard Menger, George Van Tassel, Gray Barker, Lobsang Rampa, which lead me to the Theosophical Society, the white brotherhood, and then there was the day Star Trek came out and I saw my first Vulcan. They made Spock the perfect alien, everything the ’60’s contact crowd said an alien should be. I wanted to meet a Vulcan with all my heart – even if they weren’t real. I NEVER missed an episode. When I had my tonsils out in 6th grade we even made sure that I was awake for the weekly Thursday episode (bless my mom’s heart). By that time I had already run into information like the atomic clock – the one that shows how many minutes we were to midnight and nuclear destruction and had run head on into all of the end-of-the-world scenarios, fully rejected them and vowed to make sure that didn’t happen. I had had a couple of interesting telepathic experiences and had no idea what-so-ever about negative ET’s. I was still convinced they were all like the guys (Adamski et al) said they were. From childhood though, I had had the meanies in the closet, the ‘presence’ that could not be seen but only felt, and all sorts of nasties in my night life, but I had chalked those up to ‘ghosts’ because I could never see them, only feel them. (maybe its time for a re-think…) I was always thinking about it and the saucer people. One day a couple of months after my tonsils were out, while I was sitting outside I threw my mind way up into the sky and practically shouted “Hello!!!” in my head – but up there. When something turned and looked at me – heard me and it was simultaneously surprised, annoyed and curious. I have never run back inside the house so fast in all my life! And then I spent quite a few days trying to mentally hide… But to say I was completely absorbed about flying saucers and the saucer people, would be a vast understatement.

I think it was interesting to find out last night that Solar Warden manufactured it’s ships in the Wasatch Mountains. The Mormons have their huge repository vaults on the way up to Alta in the Wasatch Canyon. I used to pass it all the time on the way up to ski. My dad took us there every year from ’65 to ’69. and I worked for a season up there just so I could be a ski bum in ’74. It was a different sort of place. It was safe and yet open to the stars. That was one of the best times in my life, even if the little town of Alta got wrecked by an avalanche exactly to the day it had 100 years previously. I can definitely see that those mountains would be an excellent place to build ships.

Where I am leading to with all this reminiscing is that, in all that time, if someone had told me I could go in space, I would have volunteered in a flat second!! I am sure a lot of people would. Here we are wondering if the world could bear learning that we are not alone – when we all KNOW in the back of our minds that we KNOW we are not. Government disclosure be dashed! We don’t need Gov’t disclosure – we already KNOW, and besides, we also KNOW:




All of us are disclosure. We already know. We just need to agree to stop playing the insane game the gov’t has set up for us called ‘Ignoring The Pink Elephant In The Living Room’.


p.s. if I was young enough, knowing what I know now, I would bug people till they gave in out of sheer need to escape my incessant mental barrage from asking…

Jan 1st Addendum – high strangeness

Jan 1st Addendum – high strangeness

Wednesday, January 4, 2017

10:52 AM

I am watching a video by Harold Kautz Vella in , but of course, black goo and the difference tween bi-nary and tri-nary intelligence. One of the things he talks about is the ability of trinary centered consciousness interfering with binary systems. While I was watching this and being really fired up because it was ringing so damned true inside – resonating to my current level of understanding of things, my computer started to really drive me crazy.

I have a blue tooth mouse and for some reason the mouse pointer started jumping all over the page, starting and stopping the video, going from full screen to reducing the entire page to an icon, and switching between videos… Now last week I had had some problems with my blue tooth speakers – and I didn’t know if it was the place in the house I was in, or if it was too many things running at once, but it eventually cleared up. So, this morning I took the blue tooth plug out of the computer to stop the mouse, and it continued to happen. I finally shut down the computer and used my phone.

Here is what Harold says, our natural frequency is TRINARY, not binary. The heart component – your heart/empathy/loving IS the third component that makes up our trinary wave. We emit light corresponding to this frequency. It is naturally more powerful than a scalar/binary wave, and will over power it always. So, Chalk one piece of evidence up for phase three of the experiment – collective objective evidence. Huh. Another interesting tidbit here – when I went to look on my computer at my You Tube history to pick up the link to this video to share with you all – It was gone. I had to go get it off my phone and email to myself to find this video again.

This is getting amazingly interesting!

I am smiling.

Its all in the language – Hiero: phant, glyph archy, ocrasy… Divide and Conquer

This is a continuation on my ruminations about how language is our arbiter of reality. I’ve thought about this my whole life, but the new movie ‘Arrival’ really sparked some new thoughts. Plus I’m not as smart as Laird Scranton.


Important definitions used in this article (More at the bottom)

Hiero- in its combination form

Yesterday fr

Hierophant: In ancient Greece, who interprets sacred mysteries or esoteric principles

Hieroglyph: A character or word supposed to convey a hidden meaning

Sacred: connected with God (or the gods) or dedicated to a religious purpose and so deserving veneration. “sacred rites”

Sacer m ‎(feminine sacra, neuter sacrum.

I am starting to work out in my mind, that we really did have a telepathic sense that worked well enough that language wasn’t needed. Part of this discovery is trying to trace when we lost it, so that on looking at the before and the after I might be able to piece it together enough to understand what happened and why. Why did we lose this ability? Laird Scranton in his conversation with Jimmy Church was able to enlarge on this growing theory banging around in my mind ever since I saw Arrival, the movie. (

That and a Clyde Lewis interview of Dr. Michael Salla where Dr. Salla gets into context in meaning and describes two kinds; high context with metaphor and low context that is supported only by words like on twitter and face book. What I began to understand was the importance of context and metaphor in piecing this puzzle together.

Laird Scranton’s description of the buildings at Skara Brae as living metaphors for the human body – in that the hearth was where the heart should be, in a building that was a depiction of that body…well, our metaphors for the heart are words like nourishing, loving, warming, encompassing (where we gather to get warn and cook nourishment and have light to see in the dark) were a direct message that these people were well aware that the body was a habitation and metaphor for the soul. Therefore their dwellings reflected that knowledge in the way they were built and used. When you visited you were surrounded by what they believed, as you physically moved through their metaphor who and what they knew about themselves and the universe were your physical environment. No words needed. Just total immersion in the information – complete and utter context, as rich as it gets.

Which is my next point: they didn’t need a written language, who and what they were was in their eco/geographical context and their creations. Their relationship to the universe was in what they created and immersed themselves in. Walk into any home today, and I’ll bet the only indication of any modern sacred practice, metaphor or connection you will see are all the electronic screens and cellphones and computer stations and tablets… But nowhere will you see in any environment anything that indicates we are even faintly aware of being a spirit alive within a body… As a matter of fact, if you look at the metaphors present in homes today, you will become aware of how separated we really all are from ourselves and our world.

So where does telepathy fit in all this? Well, it is my suspicion that around the time of Skara Brae, people were still very much telepathic. That being one of the main factors why there isn’t a written language. There wasn’t a need for anything written down. Communication was instant and immediate and should anyone forget all they had to do was take in the metaphor all around them ( one huge symbol) that indicated in every way possible their place in the cosmos and their connectedness to each other.

dogon_skarabrae_egyptSomewhere between the Dogon reaching Africa and the Egyptians creating hieroglyphics we lost telepathy and I am willing to bet it was the whole reason WHY symbols came out of us!  (One of the meanings of Hiero is anger – did our anger, where ever it came from separate us?) All of a sudden we were very needful for a way to extend our meaning and give it context – of the deepest kind, because we had lost it all when our telepathic ability vanished. Thus we get the Egyptian hieroglyph with 3 contexts: sound (a representation of the sound you hear, like our letters), Word (single word meaning – like tree, or cat), Quantum Concept ( metaphor – like a representation).

When you miss the greater context, it is very easy to misconstrue the meaning!!! For instance, my husband and I play around with telepathy all the time. I’ve never really gotten anything across to him with real clarity, whilst it is very easy for him to share a song in my head; if there is music playing in my head, it’s his fault. Last week on Wednesday we came out of the movie Arrival in the evening. The air was crisp and the moon was huge! I went directly outside to have a smoke. I was almost done and beginning to wonder if he was wondering where I was. So with this new idea of context in my heart, this time I not only sent him a picture of where I was standing, I sent him what it felt like, standing there. Thirty seconds later he rounds the corner saying to me, “All of a sudden, I knew right where you were!” He had originally thought I stopped by the ladies room, which I hadn’t. CONTEXT!!!! It’s starting to mean a whole lot to me.

The next piece to this confusing puzzle has a lot to do with the words. Hieros, for instance; it combines with a whole bunch of other words, making very interesting meanings which really are a metaphor of our thinking process even today and how it controls us. Hiero means sacred or priestly. See Above.

Sacred – in Latin is sacrum. The sacrum is lock point (nexus) of the divine into matter in the human body. The base chakra. It means the ‘Breath of God in Manifestation’. Another way that the Skara Brae showed this was in the way they lived in their dwellings – a metaphor for life-with-in. Once there was a need for symbols and this innate symbolism was divorced from real life, language became a tool to divorce us from this concept by telling us that there was a hierarchy and a hierocracy. Constantly reminding us that we were not part of the ‘priestly caste’ or any of the real knowledge they held a part from us. Further, in French the word hiero is a combination form meaning…. wait for it… yesterday. That, my friends is a language time-bind.

Further when you look at the combination forms like, hierophant (one who interprets sacred mysteries ), or hieroglyph (a character or word supposed to convey a hidden meaning), you are once again removed from the perception of the subject to seeing it through an intermediary, instead of direct perception. Our language is riddled with subjective word meanings that tell us in a myriad of ways that not only are we not capable, nor should ever attempt to perceive this divine element from inside, or, gods forbid – literally, on our own.

I have been talking about the technology of this ancient take over for some time in various ways on this blog. Last night during Jimmy Church’s tribute to Bill Cooper (episode #561 in the Fade to Black You Tube channel) I realized that it may be more that just one of my hair-brained theories. He was also convinced of it, and if he had had the opportunity to talk to people like Laird Scranton and a few others on what we are just recently beginning to understand and dig up out of our far history, I am sure he would have seen the link. How would you conduct a take over of a planet under the noses of other advanced races that might stop you, without being noticed?

You would infiltrate a people before written language, you would then have a hand in developing that language, and you would embed awareness codes in that language to make sure that people created their own control cage to your specifications by the way they used the syntax, context and meaning to describe their reality.  If they were telepathic you would have to change that by reducing their ability or breaking it, fully expecting them to take another thousand years to regain it, but by that time the language control system would have been well embedded in the entire planet along with fear based control systems like religion promising that any type of ultra awareness was evil and punishable. Why do you think pre-language children are more aware of the paranormal than us and dogs and cats for that matter?? No language cage.

Then you, very slowly so as not to raise any extra-planetary suspicions, force their technological development so that you could insert yourselves into the global situation to control a myriad of requirements, cultural thought and control systems.

When they reached a certain level, you would then be able to show your presence by using the previously developed EBE’s from their own planetary DNA as Extraterrestrials visiting earth to further force technological development towards your plans. If you are conquering the known galaxy, you need armies – planets of armies. And in their game plan a thousand years of development is nothing. Not when you have a life span of hundreds of thousands of years.

Are you beginning to see the innuendo, programming and societal control systems embedded in our very language? We use language to extend meaning to one another and describe the reality around us. Can you understand that part of our inability to think ourselves out of the mindset we have is due to the words we use to think it – to describe our very reality??? And now are you beginning to see why we are stuck in not only time and war, but spirit and soul on this planet due to the language we use? The way we think ourselves into reality.


hiero-  Word Origin a combining form meaning “sacred,” “priestly,” used in the formation of compound words: hierocracy. also, especially before a vowel, hier-. ( in french meaning YESTERDAY)
From <>

hiero- or before a vowel – hier- combining form: holy or divine: hierocracy; hierarchy.
[from Greek, from hieros]
Collins English Dictionary – Complete and Unabridged, 12th Edition 2014 © HarperCollins Publishers 1991, 1994, 1998, 2000, 2003, 2006, 2007, 2009, 2011, 2014

a combining form meaning “sacred,” “priestly”: hierocracy.
Also, esp. before a vowel, hier-.
[< Greek, comb. form of hierós]
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eis- / Indo-European roots

Examples of words with the root eis-: Asmodeus, estrus, gisarme, hierarch, hieratic, hiero-, hierodule, hieroglyphic, hierophant, irascible, irate, ire, iron.

eis-In words denoting passion.

Oldest form *h1eis- or possibly *h1eish2-.

  1. Suffixed form *eis-ā-. irascible, irate, ire from Latin īra, anger.
  2. Suffixed zero-grade form *is-(ə)ro-, powerful, holy. hieratic, hiero-; hierarch, hierarchy, hierodule, hieroglyphic, hierophant from Greek hieros, “filled with the divine” holy.
  3. iron from Old English īse(r)n, īren, iron;

4.gisarme, spiegeleisen from Old High German īsarn, īsan, iron. Both a and b from Germanic *īsarno-, “holy metal” (possibly from Celtic).

  1. Suffixed o-grade form *ois-tro-, madness. estrus; estrogen, estrone from Greek oistros, gadfly, goad, anything causing madness.
  2. Suffixed form *eis-mo. Asmodeus from Avestan aēšma-, anger.

[Pokorny 1. eis- 299.]
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HI’-ER-O-GLYPH (-glif) noun ;  Picture writing.
A character or word supposed to convey a hidden meaning
From: Funk and Wagnall’s New Practical Standard Dictionary 1946 (yes, an actual book I have sitting in front of me)


The term has been used in English since 1727, borrowed from glyphe (in use by French antiquaries since 1701), from the Greek γλυφή, glyphē, “carving,” and the verb γλύφειν, glýphein, “to hollow out, engrave, carve” (cognate with Latin glubere “to peel” and English cleave).
The word hieroglyph (Greek for sacred writing) has a longer history in English, dating from the first Elizabethan translation of Plutarch, who adopted hieroglyphic as a Latin adjective.
In archaeology, a glyph is a carved or inscribed symbol. It may be a pictogram or ideogram, or part of a writing system such as a syllable, or a logogram. In 1897 Dana Evans discovered glyphs written on rocks in the Colorado Desert. These ancient characters have been called the most enlightening discovery in Native American History in the 19th Century.
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HI-ER-O-PHANT hi·er·o·phant ˈhī(ə)rəˌfant/ noun
noun: hierophant; plural noun: hierophants
a person, especially a priest in ancient Greece, who interprets sacred mysteries or esoteric principles
late 17th century: via late Latin from Greek hierophantēs, from hieros ‘sacred’ + phainein ‘show, reveal.’
From <>


SACRED sa·cred ˈsākrəd/ adjective: sacred
connected with God (or the gods) or dedicated to a religious purpose and so deserving veneration. “sacred rites”

synonyms:  holy, hallowed, blessed, consecrated, sanctified, venerated, revered;

archaicblest   “the priest entered the sacred place

From Proto-Indo-European sh₂kros ‎(“sacred”), from seh₂k-, *sak- ‎. to sanctify, to make a treaty”)
From <>

sacer m ‎(feminine sacra, neuter sacrum); first/second declension

SACRUM – other meaning: the tail bone. Also the sacrum where energy binds to matter in the human body and comes in to manifestation: The breath of God Manifested.

Language is the Metaphor for Time: change the language, change time.

(no, this is NOT a spoiler)

Important word meanings in this post:

  • Metaphor: to transfer – to carry over – to bear – across
  • Logos: ‘I say’
  • Context: weave together
    • High: metaphorical
    • Low: verbal
  • Subtext: below – underlying meaning
  • Intention/intent: extend towards
    • plan, mean, have in mind, have the intention, aim, purpose

All links to other articles are in purple

The Armenian name of the Lord explains the oldest origin of the word God we have at 3,000BCE. God means ‘he is’ or ‘I am who I am’

When the ‘IS’ was just one,

before it decided to ‘BE’,

its sound was eh – or breath – or energy.

Once it decided to ‘BE’, it became the many, the logos (meaning ‘I say’).


Intelligent Infinity: or the real name of the universe

John 1:1  |  Law of One  |  Word Etymology

In the beginning was the Word,

First Distortion: freewill/multiplicity


from Latin frequentia, from frequens, frequent- ‘crowded, frequent

1.the rate at which something occurs or is repeated over a particular period of time or in a given sample.

2.the rate at which a vibration occurs that constitutes a wave, either in a material (as in sound waves), or in an electromagnetic field (as in radio waves and light), usually measured per second.



and the Word was with God,

Second distortion: Law of Love / attraction

Resonance:  Latin resonantia ‘echo,’ from resonare ‘resound’

a. the ability to evoke or suggest images, memories, and emotions.

b. the reinforcement or prolongation of sound by reflection from a surface or by the synchronous vibration of a neighboring object.


and the Word was God. (E-motion/energy in motion was god)

Third distortion: Law of Light / manifested universe

78.9 Questioner: Now, we have the first, second, and third distortions of free will, love, and light. Am I correct in assuming that the central core of this major galaxy began to form with the third distortion? That was the origin of our Milky Way Galaxy?

Ra: I am Ra. In the most basic or teleological sense you are incorrect as the One Infinite Creator is all that there is. In an undistorted seed-form you are correct in seeing the first manifestation visible to the eye of the body complex which you inhabit as the third distortion, light, or to use a technical term, limitless light.From <>

Creation: the action or process of bringing something into existence

cause (something) to happen as a result of one’s actions

Breed, generate, engender, produce, make for, promote foster

From Proto-Italic *krēāō ‎(“to make grow”)

creō ‎(present infinitive creāre, perfect active creāvī, supine creātum); first conjugation

I create, make, produce

I beget, give birth to

I prepare, cause

I choose


A Jewel at the Heart of Quantum Physics

We now know that the universe was created from one photon, the amplituhedron, which immediately fractalized, made smaller copies of the original in holographic form – which set up a resonance and then by rhythm/frequency created light or first visible form.

Language is kind of like this third law, in that it is the third derivation from truth or original meaning of any idea or feeling you try to communicate. Language is reductionist, an approximation of a thought/feeling. Implicit in language is the necessity of context. Context has two parts to it.

High context wherein metaphor is used (Metaphor: to transfer – to carry over – to bear – across)

Low context wherein the meaning is inferred in the words themselves

Language is the third iteration: (from Latin iterat- ‘repeated,’ from the verb iterare, from iterum ‘again) derivation of a pure meaning: (Old English mænan ; related to Dutch meenen and German meinen, from an Indo-European root shared by mind) – remember the game of telephone?

Think back to the Tower of Babel metaphor. If ‘god’ took our universal language and broke it into many other languages, then what would that first all-inclusive language have been? Telepathy?

Telepathy is all inclusive. It has meaning, emotion, intent, metaphor and context.


This makes telepathy the purest meaning of a communication

Telepathy (from the Greek τῆλε, tele meaning “distant” and πάθος, pathos or -patheia meaning) in its newest understanding can be defined as:

Mind to mind/soul to soul communication where context is implicit in the communication and emotional intent is obvious as part of the meaning, and there is no underlying subtext that could be held back from the communication (i.e. no lies).

On a more fringy note: language being the third derivation of purest meaning is also a way to bring into existence a reality, in that it is part of this third principle, the third distortion, the word as god. Words are symbols. They hold a general meaning and a meaning only for the one who hears or sees them. This is why everybody’s truth is slightly different from everybody else’s.

People are a third iteration also. Spirit – into soul – into body. We are our own meaning and our own symbol. We emit light and we emit an electromagnetic field as part of our life process. This field is continuously changing due to our thoughts and feelings. We create our context by our hands, faces, gestures, actions which are all part of our moment to moment meaning as a spirit and a soul having an experience in a 3D (third derivation/iteration) body.

From the third derivation also comes the sense of time. Time is implicit in our language – and we are also limited in time by the ideas implicate in our language because language is the way we think about things, structure/or program our reality, our knowledge. It not that we need more information, or to think differently about time, it’s that we need a different structure for time itself – we need a whole new vocabulary. This is because it’s the way our concepts of time are configured through our language that keeps us here, stuck in the current bobbing along with no means to navigate our journey…

Have you ever thought about going forward in time to your best case scenario and seeing what you did to make it so and then go back and do it??? In effect that would be the future changing the past… And yet, in our world that concept is a fairy tale because everybody knows that the past, now and future are discrete, separate and effect each other in only one direction… We know this because of the meanings implicit in those three words, past, present and future – even in the way we know how to organize which came first and then next on the words of this page. What about: past – present – now? In that if you want to change your now, you need to change your past and you do that by accessing your future to find out what you did to get to your now… 

Some would say that is only imagination. I would say maybe, that your imagination is how you access time. I have written numerous times (in fact the whole damned blog is about this)  about perception, the quantum box, the glass ceiling… about the societal rules that keep our minds in the ‘proper’ order – lest we go off on tangents and discover marvelous things that would up set the status quo – the proverbial apple cart… They all stem from using your imagination – from breaking all the rules you can in your own mind, from listening to your own inner muse, the one who begs you to write your own fairy tales and dream, to dare to reconstruct the so called laws of reality to fit your soul’s dreams. To, if you have to, very quietly in your own mind, break every rule you are/can become aware of concerning what you believe/have been taught is real and what is not. Do it!!! Dare it!!!


To bring this back to the information at the top, When did we first develop the concepts that have cemented our awareness into the rigid structure we now live in? I’d say it was about the time of the reptilian invasion – when the word “God” first showed up in our language… Jus say’in.

Food for thought. Food for the coming becoming.



Energy follows Thought

Always has been, always will be. Old and new, tried and true.

But what’s it really mean????

Every time you have a thought it IS an energy signature/frequency that you emit electromagnetically from yourself. The more consistent, coherent and organized, i.e.: the clearer that thought is, the more power it has. This is demonstrated in the physical body very clearly by a number of dis-eases that plague humanity today. The Most obvious being, ulcers. Yes, they are caused by a bacterium, however that bacterium is harmless unless you are resonating in a particular frequency range that corresponds to anger turned inward.

e-follows-thoughtWhen you combine a coherent thought with emotional intent (like supercharging it) you have in today’s parlance, magic, in tomorrow’s parlance you are simply using the physics of thought. When we spend time getting to know ourselves and thusly uncover our underlying motivations, our intents, we can refine what we draw to ourselves – we can choose more of what we want – instead of feeling like we are hanging in the wind with no options. In very simple terms, an intent is what you really wanted out of something down below all the nicely trained in societal reasons.

Meditation and other practices that help thought-training, i.e. your ability to hold, magnify and stay on one thought, help make the construct – the thought more organized. Then you fire that up with the right well developed intent and, voila, you manifest. If what you create is nominal and at best half there, so were your thoughts about it – that or your intent (emotional feeling about it) was only half there or confused and conflicted.

e2-follows-thoughtAs we slide into 4D – simply a faster vibratory base rate, it will make these things happen very easily. But!!! There is one caveat that is really important, until you realize the mechanics of how this works, you will be able to create an absolute nightmare for yourself till you figure it out. Yes, it’s gonna take some real discipline. And yes, it’s gonna be in your face that you are responsible for your own crap… but hey, how else are we gonna learn????

Actually, on a lot of levels this is already in operation with greater and greater power. That is because we do not all of a sudden one day just ‘jump’ into 4D. We sorta slide in like a baseball player stealing a base. We are already doing it. In a way the higher ET’s are shielding us from our own folly by slowing down the process – or it would be a real mess down here.

e3-follows-thoughtHowever, we are getting to that point where masses of people actually do have the power to effect change on this planet. Subconsciously we are already doing that – we are subtly changing things – our dreams manifest – we all want this world to be a beautiful place and we all want to live a peaceful life. Many of us are learning to ignore the mass media that is trying so desperately to shape our perceptions and thereby shape what we dream we want. We are learning to create in the stillness of our own hearts the peace and love, the beauty and abundance, the harmony and multiplicity in diversity we all want.

So hone your ability to think clear thoughts and ideas, clean out your emotional reservoir by making your intents honest and congruent with your heart and buckle up – cause it’s about to get fun!  (4D school is all about this)

John Mack and ramblings about strangeness in my life

“This is an outreach program from the cosmos to the consciously impaired.” -John Mack

“Touched: The Extreme Experience Research of Dr. John Mack” is a movie documentary that I watched this morning, it brought all this up for me. I highly recommend it.

I still wake up with injuries – weird marks and aches and pains that happened while I lay sleeping in my bed at night. Do I remember a damned thing? No. It is just as well, because in my younger days when my dreams kept me in a half waking state all night and I would wake up in the morning totally exhausted and because I had young children, I put a ‘stop-dreaming’ injunction in my brain so I could sleep. I have not been able to lift that injunction, and only rarely do my dreams bleed through to morning memory. When they do, I am always arguing a point in front of people, much like a lawyer. If there had been or was some resolution, I might not have stopped the dreaming, but there never was. It was like continuously debating to deaf ears. So it is just as well. This blog may be a symptom of that.

This morning I awoke to find a bruise on the outer upper corner along the orbit of my eye, just under the arch of my left eyebrow. I have scoop marks, they eventually fill in, I have times that I waken and the exhaustion is so deep that it makes even me wonder what the heck went on while I slept. There are times when I go to sleep with a problem – with the intension that I would like to be healed by morning and that also happens.

Lately I have been really asking how I just know what I know – how I can even say what I say and the provenance of such information. I have wondered if I am just a mind controlled little robot spouting the party line for some hooligan somewhere. Yes, I have studied consciousness information all my life and with everything I have come across – there is a sense of familiarity. They also all say basically the same thing. So who knows? Maybe it went in my brain and re-organized and is now coming out….

If you look at the symptomology list associated with abducted people – I fit the bill nicely. I have had the missing pregnancies, the icky-weird feeling of waking and feeling strange… But my poor consciousness is either too weak or too old to break through to any actual memory of what went on behind my metaphorical back. That is singularly frustrating in a myriad of ways. Trust me.

I speak out a lot and I know people just think I’m nuts. I have no story to back up what I am saying, no experience terrifying or otherwise and I’ve only ever seen a nuts and bolts craft two or three times in my life. But that is probably because I would much rather talk to the passengers than see the craft.

Now that is something I do have many experiences of.

Recently, about two years ago, I know I met in the flesh one of my alien hybrid children. I’m almost certain. ( it’s back in the blog somewhere.) I have had passing contact with people who are alien (off planet) and no, I don’t mean break-away – I mean from other planets. Can I prove that? No. How do I know? When it happens you are allowed to know, you just do, but in my case it has always been a gift, and I have no wish to counter these people and come right out and ask. It has been positive, never negative and I always get the feeling that they are pleased that there are people who are awake enough to notice. The whole point of that game is to notice, and let it be. Although one day…. But everybody now is way too busy trying to keep the world from exploding, at least the ones I’d like to talk to and it will have to wait.

The above quote from John Mack is all too brilliant and true. We are consciously impaired. VERY consciously impaired. To the rest of the cosmos we are like people we see here who have been in a terrible accident and cannot reach out of their body anymore to communicate, but are none the less still in there and still very aware. – like Stephen Hawking. A brilliant mind trapped in a minimally functioning body.

I wish with all my heart that one day my damned mind could actually expand enough – come on line enough to have contact. Right now, because of the dire situation here on this planet, I am practicing sovereignty and to have uninvited contact would be a breach of my free will. But should I open to contact, there is no way to be assured that who talks to me is of a positive nature, because my discernment abilities and my spiritual mind are not developed enough. So I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. But I know good people from off planet exist, because the contacts that I can remember have all been good ones, and these are the people I would love to get to know. Someday, after the outreach program has helped a little (or a lot), after the 1000 year bullshit war being fought here is over and we then are not so consciously impaired, someday when we can wrap our heads around being multidimensional beings ourselves, sigh, someday day – as the fairytale goes…

Re-Legaré vs. Deaf, Dumb and Senseless

Etymology 1

From Proto-Italic *legō, from Proto-Indo-European *leǵ-. Cognates include Ancient Greek λέγω ‎(légō, “I speak, I choose, I mean”) and Albanian mbledh.


(Classical) IPA(key): /ˈle.ɡoː/, [ˈɫɛ.ɡoː]


legō ‎(present infinitive legere, perfect active lēgī, supine lēctum); third conjugation

1. I choose, select, appoint [quotations ▼]

2. I collect, gather, bring together

3. I read

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From Latin ligāre, present active infinitive of ligō.



1. (transitive) to bind or tie

2. (transitive) to unite

3. (transitive) to connect

4. (intransitive) to get on (with someone)

5. (intransitive) to alloy

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lego, legare, legavi, legatus

verb ; conjugation: 1st conjugation


1. bequeath, will

2. entrust, send as an envoy, choose as a deputy

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It comes from two words, the prefix re meaning, “to return” and the root legare meaning, “to bind.” The Full Feed from

If we do indeed come from God, or Spirit or the Divine, or whatever other name you find comfortable, then educating oneself may be a form of re-legare, of reconnecting to that which already is, to that which is already living inside.) From <>

We all ‘know’ that language both spoken, written and in the mind as thought has great power in our minds and hearts. Within this one word lies an entire rabbit hole of truth. Words can conceal, and confuse and outright lie about things as well as heal, inspire and lead to truth. Truth, we say is as individual as our words; “the same thing can be said in many ways…” The ‘real’ truth will only come out when we as a ‘spiritual-we’ are in a sense, one mind. Meaning that we are telepathically linked and can understand the ‘heart’ of the other. To that end, the word Re-Legare holds a world of information and learning.

Re-Legare: To re-connect to an energy already inside of us. The energy we have been highly trained to forget, our divine inheritance, WHO WE REALLY ARE.

Legare meaning I CHOOSE (choose to connect) and also UNITE in the same breath is just mind blowing. Re-Legare then becomes a very important concept right now.

What nobody seems to understand in this whole debacle (this circus of forgetfulness we call daily life) going on right now is that it is a false reality created by persuading us to believe that we are only what we see on the outside. We are so fully programmed with the giggle factor/fear of the idiot, that we dare not even acknowledge it, making us functional schizophrenics. We are split off from reality by thousands of years of programming. We are so entrenched in the acceptance of the lie that society incarcerates people who wake up and not only refuse to believe the lie but threaten to expose the lie. We will stay prisoners in this sector of the people on this planet for as long as we wish to play stupid and are unwilling to give up the roles assigned to us to keep us docile and unaware while they use us as they feed us the cool aid.

This other reality is all around us in our everyday world, you only have to blink to see it, and those who are on the other side are like children who have managed to steal a cookie from the cookie jar without anybody noticing. Do you think they will willingly give that up???

The waking up factor is nasty. Once you do, the weight of the evidence and what has been done to the earth and us is immense. Therefore a lot of people take a peek and go right back to obeying the rules because they just can’t deal with it.

But the question remains: Are we going to re-connect with the truth inside of us and choose, or are we going to delegate it to someone else to choose for us? Choose a deputy or envoy? Relinquish our sovereignty to someone else? AND… it’s all in one word, right there. Go read the definitions again – and again till they sink in.

There is an entire world that exists hidden in plain sight, and that is just the first layer. It is 3D just like us but because of our training we don’t realize what is before our eyes. Then, should we choose to re-link – pay attention to – allow the rest of our being into our daily lives, there is an entirely different layer of reality, knowing, and substance of a finer matter that would become apparent to us. We call it energy (and of course, since the new-age indoctrination, it has the giggle factor attached to it – on purpose because it is too readily apparent to us all) and if we really payed attention to it would give us a huge amount of insight and power to a whole world that is there and is the driving force underneath a whole way of life we should be familiar with. A way of life that would really open our eyes and inform us as to how those who are the programmers get away with what they do.

The reason we are such easy prey, why we are so easily tricked, used, subjugated and enslaved is because we outright refuse to look and see. This whole world of ‘secret’ space programs, alien and interdimensional reality requires that we have this function intact. Every other race out there and inside here does, that is how they manage to pull this off right under our noses. It is how two societies can exist right next to each other in plain sight while one side is deaf, dumb and senseless to it.

Further, Our Gaia’s unique gift to existence is that she can and does gestate life of all kinds, and I guess there are a whole lot of ‘people’ out there who would like their turn here. Which explains a good amount of the shenanigans going on at this time. In one way it’s almost like they’d like us to re-combine with the divine to get us off the planet so they could have their turn….

IMO unless we can manage to shake off the programming, wake from our deep slumber and DO something about the stealing of the earth right out from under us, we might as well just flush – ’cause that’s where we are all headed, down the drain.