Latin| Re: again cognoscere: know
June 4th at 4 am: full bright moon, with Saturn and Jupiter flying behind like a tail on a kite…
It would be too soon for every point in time to become now in the universe – too soon for that type of convergence, at least for me. The diversity, the many nows are all too fascinating, so I guess, until I am all done experiencing them I need time. Time to explore different constraints and the talents, the knowings, those constraints create.
I often wonder where-when-who my parents are now. If they are reborn, or if, because it’s all simultaneous – it’s a weird dichotomy for someone who is in time to try to configure in their brain. Outside of time all is now, however, living inside of time expands a minute to minute awareness. Looking at my dog who is resting beside me and my garden, I realize that I am not the only one who is currently ‘inside time’. But reaching for the feeling of my parents I realize I can still feel their livingness somewhere/when inside me. They exist.
They say you choose your life – I chose an interesting one, not a peaceful or a happy one – but interesting. It has taught me much about compassion, sameness, forgiveness, loss and especially the many faces of love. I feel like I have sooo much more to learn, but I also feel like I just might have done what I came to do – this time.
I came in with a lot of wisdom – either that or I have had tons of help from lots of friends to know what I just seem to know. Grant Cameron talks about consciousness raising or opening experiences that include NED’s and ET or ED or paranormal contacts. I don’t remember having much of any of that, but I seem to know stuff that I don’t know how I know it…
For example the first time I ever heard of a sentient ship was I listening to an interview of David Adair by Kerry Cassidy – the very first one – years ago on a trip to Chi town and I was on I65 at 80 miles an hour crying because I remembered – I felt it so deeply in my soul it hit like a blow. It wasn’t just a reaction to the idea like, oh that’s cool – it was like a full frontal memory/knowing slamming into my awareness – I knew what that felt like and I loved it, in fact, I missed it terribly. Do I remember being taken up to the ship and being taught how to fly the craft? Nope! I remember knowing, valuing – loving even, being with an intelligence that was a craft, but I wasn’t abducted and taught that – it just ‘was’ in my being. I recognized the experience –
Something in me remembered.
This is how I ‘know’ stuff, all through my life. Many inner shaking things come to me that way. I recognized Adamski’s message about frequency domains (dimensions) when I read it. I recognized the alien message in Star Trek when I saw it – I knew it all my life, but Star Trek said it. I met the planet one ecstatic morning driving to work on a particularly gorgeous day when my heart was exploding from the sheer beauty of it, and I ‘felt’ the earth, The Gaia. Her.
Which makes me wonder if there is part of me in each frequency domain living a life there with all its experiences and this recognition I feel so strongly is a sort of a bleed-through? Unity of some of the selves? Which led me to consider: just like time is simultaneous, but we live within it so we experience it differently, if space wouldn’t be the same as time: everywhere is right here… it would make the simultaneous transition from place to place of these crafts and beings an easier thing to puzzle out, surely. It would almost have to be true if its true about time because: space/time – time/space.
Once I had a dream about learning to change my frequency to go anywhere at any time and I was terrified of not remembering how to get back to where I left – i.e.: getting lost. Really, I was worried and heart hurt about loosing those I love and never seeing them again. The lesson ended at that point – of course. Thinking about that dream I realized that moment to moment I change, yes, because of what ever experience/information/perceptions I had where ever/when I would go to, that I would be changed anyway, that I could never get ‘back’ to ‘from whence I came’. But time does this to us while we sit still moment to moment: we and all around us are different and can’t go back, but we don’t have to be lost. Nope, we don’t. What the heart loves cannot be forgotten and that is your beacon through time and space. Re-cognition/remembrance, love, perceptions, feelings. Connection. There is no back to, only love connects, so you can’t loose anyone. So, my parents are not ‘here’ but they exist because I can feel them inside me. They exist, just not in my current frequency focus. They are a different frequency.
So now I can understand how you travel dimensionally – if its everywhere just like it’s everywhen then you don’t have to worry about getting lost – you just recognize the when/where and it’s there because so are you. I can feel that in my gut – I ‘know’ it. I just don’t know how to ‘how’ it… but someone else will because if I can finally ‘get-it’ others have too and someone will figure it out – this was a big energy/download that was floating free in the air this morning… it gives me hope the planet it coming right along, despite a bad case of the hiccups.
I stand by my statement. But add this caveat, the programming got in the way. Not that it didn’t happen, it did, we just don’t know it yet! Back in the 90’s when this idea was given to me, I didn’t know anything about ‘The Programming’, or that it even existed, or how it went through every fiber of every being on earth, or that every corporate and gov’t organization was involved. I just went by the principle that energy was additive and if I didn’t like something, I wasn’t lending my energy to it, like not going to see violent movies…etc. (ethical mental/emotional behavior) as best I could. I quit reading newspapers back in the 80’s and didn’t watch the news. To me, there was just a lot of dirty energy that made me recoil in these things – kinda like picking up dog poop in the yard, I kept my eye on it and dealt with it, but only dealt with it when necessary. I practiced ethical intent with my actions and thoughts, which meant that I had to become aware of them.
Then came 2012, and it’s not so much that it hit us like a ton of bricks, this consciousness change, but like waking up from a good long sleep where first you become aware of your body and stretch, and then contemplate going back to sleep but then decide it’s time to go do something so you slowly rise from the bed, stumble down stairs poke the coffee pot and stand there with your mind on hold till you get that first sip. Then, there are those ultra-annoying people who pop out of bed and hit the floor at full tilt boogey -, those are the ones who are out there telling us about everything like the morning news and there are the ones that take two cups of coffee before they can even speak (slow starters) but eventually we all get to it.
We have had an artificial picture of reality shoved down our throats for centuries and now when the real nature of reality is being revealed it is hard to work with it in our minds, our hearts and our intensions. This new aspect to life in its correct and true light will all come out as we reconstruct our ideas about physics and life. But really, we have always been this way, we just will have to find it in ourselves, in our own time.
Our co-creative focused intent will no longer be able to be used against us to create the mind prison we were put in and we will relearn what it means to be human, all in good time.
And one huge one in our heart which is a z-pinch (zero point) and another in our head – the pineal gland. The earth has one at its core and its own magnetic field that is created in response to the sun,( the same as our personal magnetic field created by our heart) that also has a z-pinch at its core that make up the measurable magnetic fields we can see today. Both of them respond to each other and the sun responds to a larger unit, on up to infinity – thus Laniakea.
This is mirrored in the structure of the solar system, the galaxy and the galactic neighborhood and the super clusters. What you are seeing in the illustrations of Laniakea are electrical circuits – not red shift velocity. You are seeing different levels of charge and dipole electric circuits. These are networks connected by CURRENT.
These current sheets extend in layers with different harmonic frequencies much like the energy field around protons, and our energetic bodies. The harmonies come from a solfeggio like octave set of vibrations. This set of harmonic frequencies create our dimensions.
This wave of electricity – frequency – sun burst, whatever you want to call it will happen, none of us can stop it any more than the sun can move out of its way. The very structure of our sun and earth and us are all connected by virtue of the electric energy pathways smaller than the atomic level within us. So, Live, Love and cherish, and after the new energy comes through IMO, we will only be better at it.
Somewhere between the Dogon reaching Africa and the Egyptians creating hieroglyphics we lost telepathy and I am willing to bet it was the whole reason WHY symbols came out of us! (One of the meanings of Hiero is anger – did our anger, where ever it came from separate us?) All of a sudden we were very needful for a way to extend our meaning and give it context – of the deepest kind, because we had lost it all when our telepathic ability vanished. Thus we get the Egyptian hieroglyph with 3 contexts: sound (a representation of the sound you hear, like our letters), Word (single word meaning – like tree, or cat), Quantum Concept ( metaphor – like a representation).
In the Mind's Eye 